What the heart wants (boyxboy)

Twenty-seven

I got absolutely no sleep. I'm freaking out and driving as slowly as possible to avoid what I'm about to do "hey kid get off the fucking road!" Some guy yells as he drives past me.

Making it to Jax's house I park behind Summer's red Mercedes. "Morning sweetie" his mom answers the door after I knock

"Good morning" I walk in and she shuts the door

"They're upstairs"

"Thank you" I walk up the stairs heading to Jax's room.

"Oh no you cannot bring that!" I hear Summer as I get closer

"Please?" I hear Jax's raspy voice pleading

"NO!" I knock then walk in "Wow look who's here... again"

"I could say the same about you"

"Hey" Jax smiles at me

"Hey" my eyes trail from his eyes to the bags on the bed "what's going on?"

"I convinced Jax to come to Bora Bora with me" Summer gets up "it's gonna be amazing!!" She sings amazing

Any hope I had of telling him automatically dies when she says that. I stand there quiet after she says it "you don't think I should go?" Jax asks putting the clothes he was packing down

"I didn't say that" I quickly answer "I thought you weren't gonna go because you just got out of a coma"

"I wasn't but it's a vacation! Everyone needs a vacation"

"Right..." I go quiet.

Jax and I stare at each other and he frowns, of course I don't want him to go but I'm not going to say that "whatever! Who cares what Mitch thinks" Summer says

"I do" Jax reply "do you think I should go Mitch?"

No I don't "sure, have fun. I'll see you guys later."

I walk out. Walking to my car I hear behind me "what's your problem?" I turn to Summer walking towards me

"I came to tell Jax how I felt Summer, I finally summed up the guts to do it just to find out you're taking him out of the country"

"You're too late Mitch, you've had so much time to tell him but you decided to be a pussy and not so I'm taking him with me"

"Have fun." I get in my car and drive away.

•—•

"Just like Summer to ruin every fucking thing!" I yell pacing back and forth

"Mitch calm down and tell me what happened" Jessie chuckles as she tries to stop me from pacing

"I went over there very prepared to tell Jax how I feel but Summer got there before I did and convinced Jax to go to Bora Bora"

"Bora Bora? Like French Polynesia?"

"Yes! I think"

"When are they leaving?"

"I don't know"

"Then go back and tell him, you still have time!"

"It makes no sense to tell him now, he said he wanted to go and it's freaking Bora Bora... whatever the fuck that is. He's sick he deserves it"