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thanksgiving

Sometime it's hard to be thankful for the things you have, the people we have, the life we have.
Sometimes we don't have what we want. But really it's just us not having what other people have. Sitting on the couch watching a gameshow on TV watching people -complete strangers-  win thousands of dollars or sitting at lunch watching the popular girl walk past with her 500 dollar Outfit. But it could also be Someone famous or someone we look up to that has money we wish we had.  I always find myself thinking "I wish I had that." Wishing our family's never fought, our friends wanted to hangout 24/7, the people we love- loved us back. Sometimes were o this never ending circle of "I wish-I wish-I wish" But sometimes I come to these thoughts that turn into realizations. Like imagination your best friend dead. You would probably be extremely sad and heartbroken, but imagine the last thing you said to them was "I Hate you" or "I wish you were more like (another friend)" it turns into more Regret. Right? But even tho we think of this, a lot of times we still don't change our words or actions. Sitting in the car writing this I am realizing how much my parents mean to me. They buy me food, give me a home, give me money for when I hang out with friends. Parent Stuff. But than it hit me. They still do this stuff even when I'm angry at them or I just mouthed off. When I come home late, there still giving me a home. As dysfunctional as my family is, we still all love each other and they still feed me and help me with school and problems. At the end of the day We always end up forgiving each other. That's what we should be thankful for maybe not Our Parents. But all the little things people do for us. Maybe at times we feel like we have nothing, but there's always sometime we have that someone else doesn't. Maybe its not a thousand dollar purse, but there is always something. Thank all of you for being amazing people, and helping me through things I could never do alone.

T H A N K  Y O U💕