Robert is shaking me. "Baby what's wrong?" "I said I don't wanna talk about it, ok?!" He steps back with tears in his eyes and I rush to him and hug him. "No.... baby I'm sorry... I just had a really stressful day at work and I have a few things on my mind I don't want you worrying about, okay?" "If there's something bothering you just tell me so I can fix it." Be careful now, Tara... He is back in my head for an unwelcome visit... I hate when He sneaks up on me. Remember, what I said about killing the person you try to tell? That was not a threat it was a promise. And trust me I will enjoy it. Here's the other thing I... forgot, to tell you: since I'm not in their mind, I can control you and make YOU kill them... your choice, sweetheart. I shake my head and start crying against my will, in front of my already worried husband. "No, Robert I'm ok. I just need some sleep... goodnight baby I love you." I try to sleep but all I get are nightmares and flashbacks of that day and the things he could make me do to Robert and possibly to myself. I would write it down but I fear that it's not that easy, that there's no loophole to this situation. It makes me wish I had never gone on that walk because I can tell Robert thinks I'm hiding something which I am but he probably thinks I'm having an affair... he has awful abandonment issues, having been abandoned by literally every person important to him at one point or another. When I came along, he had both hope and fear: hope that someone would stay and fear that I wouldn't. I promised I would never leave him, whether by divorce or death. I intend to keep that promise because 20 years together, 15 of those married, means a lot and that man is my world. I just don't know what to do... can somebody help me through this? No ofcourse not dummy because you can't tell anyone hahahahaha... LEAVE ME ALONE YOU STUPID DEMON.... great, another cry myself to sleep kind of night...
Kind of a filler... I always get writer's block right at the beginning of the story when I'm trying to figure everything out and how it will all play out... wish me luck!
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But Words Will Never Hurt Me
Mystery / ThrillerTara has a secret that will affect thousands of people, and will kill her if she tells anyone. She has to lie to everyone that nothing is bothering her because He is in her head and promises that with one thought, He can and will kill her before th...
