(same day, hailey's outfit above)
emilie's pov-
RINGGGGGG...
my first two classes were finally over, THANK GOD. i mean they were boring as hell, but now i have my free period, YAS!!!!! since i'm a junior and not new, i'm respected by most other freshman and sophomores so i usually don't have any trouble. unless it's seniors, UGHHHHH...
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anyway, i decide to grab a snack from my locker and start some homework bc it's not like i have anything else better to do. i find my way back to a bench i always used to sit and think at.
i'm almost done with math so far...
35) *hard math equation*
36) *another hard math equation*
but this new kid sits next to me, and in my mind i'm going "WHAT THE FUCK, GET UR AWKWARD ASS AWAY FROM ME. CAN'T YOU SEE I'M BUSY???!!! OR ARE YOU BLIND AS HELL TOO?!" but instead i don't say anything and keep my mouth shut. i'm trying to finish my homework, since i only have one problem left.
done!!! i pack up my stuff and get up to go to do something else, but before i leave, he grabs my hand and turns me our so that our eyes meet. OMFG, HE'S SO DAMN HOT, LIKE SOMEONE PLS HELP BC I CAN'T STOP STARING 😍😍😍😍🐙🐙🐙
(here's a pic so i don't have to describe, in detail, his ootd:)he's wearing all grey, with a tank that reveals his muscles and u can tell he has abs. he looks hella fine 🤑🤑 and then it hits me, i'm not good enough for him. i hate myself for believing him, or the guy tore me apart, but he was right. i was a worthless piece of crap that no one wanted a part of. no wonder i only have one friend and everyone else hates me.
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breaking away, i head strait to my locker. i wanna cry, but don't. someone's calling me in the distance, but i never once turned back. i won't repeat the past.
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hailey's pov-my next class is history.🙄 UGHHHH! i grab my crap and head to class. i walk in and see emilie, YAY!! but she looks really down. i don't wanna make her even more upset, so i don't ask her why. "hey, how were your classes so far?"
"eh, same boring shit as always." she looks away.
"anything else?" i knew she was hiding something.
"no, it's all good."
RINGGGGGG..
well shit, i guess i'll find out more later.
our teacher spoke, "class has now started, feel free to shut up and listen, kids. my name is mr. johnson."
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emilie's pov-
thank god for teachers. hailey knew something was up, but she didn't have enough time to investigate before class started.
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one more class to go, and i still couldn't get my mind off of 'bench boy.' I wonder what he was going to tell me, but whatever. i mean, it is what it is: we were never meant for each other. the end.
"hello? emilie?? emilie?! EMILIE?"
oops i was day dreaming, again. "oh sorry what?"
"i have been calling ur name for the past five minutes. detention, after school."
i roll my eyes, in annoyance, "whatever."
the class starts snickering..
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UGHHHHHH, great now school's over, but i still have detention. KMS.
i head to detention, and guess who i see.. it's 'bench boy!' note the sarcasm. there are a few other people there that i don't know, but i'm assuming they're friends. i walk up to the teacher and ask for the seating chart, hoping to god i'm not sitting next to you know who.
"you may sit by mr. dolan, clear? mr. dolan pls raise your hand."
'bench boy' raises his hand, and gives a nice genuine smile. in return, i give a slight smile back.
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ethan's pov-
she's gorgeous. God, i want her so bad, the things i would do to her..
"Ethan?.. Ethan?? Ethan??!!"
i blush, realizing i've been staring at her for God knows how long. i mumble a quick, "sorry." and start doing homework.
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we didn't talk for the rest of detention, but i couldn't get my mind off her. she probably doesn't even like me, like that.
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emilie's pov-"you are dismissed." mrs. glous says with disapproval.
i jump out of my seat, and run so fast out of that classroom to my locker that i almost fall from stopping so fast. i'm so ready to go home. i grab my keys and all the other stuff i need. while i head to my car, ethan comes up to me.
"hey, what's ur name?"
"emilie woods."
"can i have a ride, emilie?"
"uh........ sure" i say with uncertainty.
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we're both in the car, silent. it feels like hours have gone by, but it's only been 5 minutes. i break the awkward silence, "what's ur address??"
"4367 comet ave. bloomfield grove"
(guys this is a FAKE ADDRESS, it doesn't exist)
"ok..."
"do u wanna play a game?"
i get a very uneasy feeling about his comment, but still go through with it, "y-yeah, what game?"
"20 questions" he smirks, "are you dating anyone?"
i gulp, and reply with a simple, "no."
"oh, do u like anyone?"
i stay quiet for a minute. "maybe."
his smirk just got a whole lot bigger.
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after that, Ethan just asked me innocent questions like, what's ur fav color. or fav food? i didn't get to ask him anything before we got to his house, but i didn't really want to ask him anything, anyway. i can't become attached, again. i can't handle being broken, again.|| hey guys!! what did you think? i won't be able to update until this weekend, most likely :( btw i know ethan is the one emilie has something going on with. grayson will come in later, don't worry !!!!!😊😉😏🙈
10/12/2016
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FanfictionEthan is pulled away, harshly. I shut my eyes instantly, hoping this would all be over. I don't wanna be here. I don't wanna be alive. "Well hello, princess." My eyes shoot open and I see gray, just inches away, licking his lips. That's when the fir...