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chapter 4

I'M BACK HOES ;)))
(next day)
emilie's pov-

i woke up with a smile on my face as the memories of last night flood my brain. B- i shut my annoying ass alarm off b4 it ruined my good mood. i did my daily routine, except putting on a little more makeup than usual. 'maybe I should actually try today..'
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i arrived at school with hailey 20 ish minutes later. It was a good morning, so far. I grab my books from my locker, but just as I'm about to shut it, I feel a pair of strong arms wrap around my waist. "hey eth"
"hi princess" I smile to myself. "we have math now."
"damn"
he chuckles. "lego babe, b4 we're late."
we walk off to class, our hands intertwined. "what are we?" I blurt out. 'shit, I just said that out loud'
"whatever you want us to be" he says winking.
"what does that mean?" 'CRAP, I GOTTA STOP SAYING MY THOUGHTS OUT LOUD'
we both stop. "I guess I'll just ask you now then,"
'boi what u talking about??'
"will u be my girlfriend?" I could see his pleading eyes.
'JSJXHSJSKZKZKZKZJJZ WHAT JUST HAPPENED. WE WENT FROM 0 TO 100 REAL QUICK.'
"OF COARSE !!!!!" I yell while kissing him. he hugs me, 'awhhhhhhhhh.'

we walk into math class, and sit in the back. "my place at 5, ok? no funny business this time, I'm sorry." he gives me a sincere smile, and I know he means it. sadly. I pout in response and he does the same.
"haha, you're cute when you're sad."
"you're always cute" I hardcore blush bc I'm a big stupid mess.
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i arrive at eth's right on time. KNOCK, KNOCK. "HELLO????? PRETTY BOI?" he opens the door with a smirk plastered on his face. this time he's wearing a simple white T and black joggers, but i notice he also has a few blonde streaks in his hair. 'wonder when he got that done ????' he looks so good, even better than normal so i get really self-continence (idk if that's the right word) of my outfit. I'm just wearing a plain gray adidas crop top paired with black lulu leggings.
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we begin to study, but Ethan seems a little off. "hey, are you ok?"
"yeah"
'really???? yeah?? you're gonna "yeah" me??????'
"I'm gonna go make us some snacks" I say shooting him a small smile. i get a blank stare in return. 'umm.. ok???'

I'm trying to find the popcorn, and I guess Ethan comes down to check up on me bc he randomly comes in the kitchen. I open a door, thinking it's the pantry, but no. I was so wrong. so, so wrong. I stare in shock, not being able to move. shit, I'm frozen. help me. anyone, please. just help me get away from here as fast as possible. "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?" Ethan screams. this is not the Ethan I know. the Ethan I know would never do this. he is caring, sweet, amazing, (and of coarse gorgeous). it's almost like that isn't really him, but I might just be going crazy. especially after what I just saw. I force myself to move my body towards him. his veins were popping out from his rage. he honestly looked like a tense tomato. we make eye contact for a mere moment, but before he lunges to grab me I sprint for the door and run all the way home. crying. actually no, sobbing. at this point I don't even care at the fact that I just left half my school stuff at his house. all I can think about rn is how I got myself into this mess. and how that could've been me. oh no. i guess I'm in for it now.

|| hey guys, I updated!! sorry about the short chapter, but the next ones will probably be a lot longer :)) pls vote, if u want me to keep updating <3 what do you think will happen next????
10/16/2016