melancholy || ✓

o u r

❝ it's not just feeling a bit sad. ❞

it hurts, but you don't see that? do you?
or is it just me being pathetic?

i can't do this anymore, its all getting worse,
i don't want to live like this.

there's this pain in my chest which i can physically feel.
it's hurtful. so, so hurtful.

everything is coming crashing down and i can't breathe.
it's suffocating.

i can't speak,
it's like my throat is all clogged up.

i can't feel,
it's like all the life has been sucked out of me.

i can't hear,
it's like everything is a background noise.

i can't move,
it's like i've been here for days.

my heart beats in my chest but i'm just existing,
not living.

it is so difficult to get through the day when all you do is think about death.