melancholy || ✓

o r g a n s

❝even heaven knows i'm miserable now❞

there's something addicting about sadness.

how it fills your body from head to toe.

about how it lurks about,

waiting to attack.

and then you don't ever want to feel happy

because you know that something will go wrong.

the happiness will be snatched away from you

and then you'll be desolate again.

sadness becomes all you ever know

it becomes the tightness in your chest, numbness in your head.

sadness becomes comforting to you,

you become used to being sad,

which isn't right.

nobody deserves to be used to being sad.

n o b o d y.