melancholy || ✓

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aye, i know i haven't updated in over two months but I'm back, yay.

❝i just wanna know

if you're going to stay.❞

you didn't leave at once- no.

you dragged it out, long enough to torture me.

i could feel every bruise,

every scratch

that littered my fragile, little heart.

you took a step back everyday;

and in no time you were so far away

that i couldn't see you anymore.

the butterflies you felt slowly turned into dust.

i noticed the little things;

you stopped telling me to text you

when i got home safely,

you stopped kissing me at red lights,

you stopped glaring at the boys who looked my way.

the long texts turned into mere "hello's" and "goodbye's".

i didn't understand how you were holding my hand one day

and were across the room the next,

wanting to do nothing from me.

when you stopped saying your good night's

that's when i knew i lost you.