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❝ it hurts until it doesn't❞

there is something about your first heartbreak

that you can't forget.

you will find pieces of them in every song,

every picture, every quote.

you will relate to the sad songs so much that

you'll think they're written just for you.

you will hold on to every memory

because you believe that you never get lucky twice.

you will replay the times you've spent together,

trying to figure out what did you do wrong; where did you go wrong.

were you too clingy? too affectionate?

wanting to see them every second because they had your heart in their hands?

and then, it will hurt. fuck, it will hurt so bad

to see them with someone else.

but once you close you eyes, take a deep breath and tell yourself to let go,

you will finally be free.