Snow...

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Suga's POV (I'm so lazy to even type this POV lol it's always his POV... Or is it ;) lmao)

Thank you for being so patient!!! It's been a busy week this week. I'm sorry for not updating sooner. T^T

"Uncle Min-Min! Snow!" Haneul exclaimed.
He ran into my room and kept hitting the covers of my bed. Attempting to wake me up to play with him.
"Hm? Yes Haneul?" I asked the one-and-a-half year old.
"Snow!" He pointed out of the window.
I nodded, "Yes Haneul, Snow."
"Nah, Haneul, grandpa Yoongi is too old to understand," Jungkook appeared and walked into my bed room, "He wants you to play with him in the snow." Jungkook explained to me.

At that time, no matter how much I wanted to curse and grumble about me waking up in the extreme cold and immediately playing in the snow... But I couldn't.
I couldn't with Haneul begging me to play with him. I couldn't since the kid's too young to curse. I couldn't because he looked so excited. I couldn't because, oh how I wished he was my own son.

"Sure, just give me-"
"Three more days, Yoongi bear?" He teased me, "You shouldn't be waking up from hibernation."
I let out a sarcastic laugh while he gave me an amused look, "No. Give me 10 minutes."
His eyes went wide in surprise, "That's the first."
"I know right? How surprising. It has been years and the bear has finally awoken from hibernation!" I exclaimed sarcastically, throwing my hands up in the air.

"Bear!" Haneul exclaimed.
"Yes Haneul! Yoongi Bear!" Jungkook said, encouraging his son to give me a new nickname.
Haneul shook his head and frown, pointed out the window, "Bear!"
We frowned and Jungkook went to the window; to check out what was going on outside.

"Holy tree! There really is a bear!" He exclaims, cupping his face and the color from his face drained away.
Not believing him, I grumbled and stumbled out of bed to only have the temptation to slap the life out of him.

That's not a bad idea

There was was former classmate and her husband in thick clothing and with a dog that was in thick clothing too. From far, the trio simply looked like bears.
"No you pabo, it's our classmate and her husband. Stop teaching your son horrible things." I said grumpily.
"Pa-Bo???" Haneul said in puzzlement.
His father and I looked at each other, our faces paled and realized what we've done.

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"YEAY!" Haneul screamed the moment we opened the front door of the house.
Jungkook and I laughed at his eagerness and excitement about playing in the snow.

The kid suddenly stopped in his tracks to look up at me.
His tiny (your eye color) eyes, filled with sparkles and joy looking at me. Those tiny ends of his mouth, being pulled up into a wide smile.
He then grabs my hands and pulls me out of the house along with him, "Cya Grandpa Suga!" Jungkook cheers and laughs.

I wanted to curse then, but with Haneul around, I couldn't. Besides, I accidentally thought him the worst word he could ever learn as a kid.
"Pa-bo?" He said again.
I gasped and bent down to try to teach him a better word, "No no no no no Haneul. Swaeg!"
He frowned, "Swaeg?"
"Swaeg!" I cheered.
His eyes widen and he threw his hands up in the air, "Swaeg!"

I could feel my heart ache at that moment when his gleeful eyes met my tired, lifeless ones. How he was still a toddler, so happy and ignorant about the life around him while I, know things I shouldn't be doing.
At that, moment, I saw ourselves, standing at the border of what it seemed like two worlds. How he was in the snow, and how I was in the home.

"Uncle Yoongi..." I suddenly saw Haneul in his 16 year old self.
He looked down at me while I looked up.
His eyes now were filled with ever lasting tears. His mouth trembled violently, trying to hide his evident cries.
"It was nice knowing you Uncle Yoongi. I'll miss you." He coughed and gasped loudly, trying his back not to break down in front of me.

I couldn't do anything else but to stare back into his hopeless eyes. I could see myself in them too.
Just kneeling down, as if he was still a child. Looking up at him as he has grown into a fine young man.
Now my eyes started to fill themselves with tears to the brim, realizing what would be happening to Haneul in front of me.

"Don't go."

Was what I want to say right then. But I couldn't.

"Be happy and get my mom back." He said, his voice cracking at the end, "Don't forget me... Please..."
My tears now were flowing down my cheeks as he stood there, being swept away by the cold winter's wind.

"Don't forget me..."

"Uncle Su-gar. Hello?" Haneul called me, snapping me out of that dream.
I blinked away the tears and looked down to see Haneul looking at me with concern and worry.
At that moment, I started to think twice about my decision about changing the past.

Should I really do it?

"Snow." Haneul reminded me.
He tugged on my sleeve and pointed to the snow outside.
I gave him a smile but as soon as I saw something in a distance, I couldn't help but smile wider.

There was ______ and Minji. Playing together and laughing together as they attempted to build a snowman.
"Mommy!" Haneul shouted.
______ seemed like she could barely hear her son's tiny voice, but after Haneul screaming slightly louder, she turned towards us and gave us a big wave.

"Mommy!" Haneul said, pulled me harder and wanting to drag him to the two ladies.
I knew I kinda promised him to play in the snow, so without hesitation, I followed him to his mother and to my wife.

It was a back aching travel for me, but I guess it was worth it for Haneul to be the one being the cause of my back ache.
"Mommy!" Haneul shouted again, grasping his mother's attention.
_____ laughed and walked towards us with a big warm smile on her face, "Aigoo... Haneul ah, you woke up Uncle Suga."

He didn't care and dashed towards Minji to give her a big hug, "Aunty Min-Min!" He said gleefully.
Minji squealed and picked up the child in her arms, "Haneul!"
Haneul laughed loudly, feeling himself being suddenly lifted of the ground by my wife.
_____ and I chuckled in amusement at the sight, "Minji will be a wonderful mother. Min Yoongi, stop taking time for granted. What happened to your, 'My time is gold, so if you want my time, give me gold'?"
I shrugged and laughed along with her, "It's soon _____. And I don't think I'll regret it honestly."

She nudged my shoulder and gave me a warm smile before averting her attention towards my wife and her child, "That's good to know."

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