I wish I could take off my skin like a coat and not be myself anymore.
I wish I could call you up and scream into the phone, making your ears shrivel up from the shrill noise.
I wish I could shrink like a violet and make you all look away from me.
I wish I could blow up like a balloon and float past the horizon and never come back down to Earth.
I wish I could climb to the very tip top of a tree and close my eyes and breathe.
I wish I could lay in a field of grass and wildflowers and think of nothing at all.
I wish I could do what I wish I could do.
I wish I could just exist.
