it's a cycle
of hope
and getting crushed
and is it on purpose?
and do you know?
and do you care?
i'm so terrified of losing you
that i'm letting you hurt me
and i don't even know if any of it is real
i'm going crazy
i don't know if i should feel angry
if i should feel sad
if i should feel nothing
and i need to know
but i'm scared to find out
so the cycle continues
