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Eighteenth Letter

If we knew this was going to happen, would we still have been friends?

I mean, if we knew you were going to die, would we had continued this friendship?

I think we would have.

Because everything you gave me through these years, I couldn't have received them from anyone else.

Because we were meant for each other. Romantically or not.

What is Dan without Phil? Or Phil without Dan?

Two sad individuals.

One of them depressed to death, and the other one faking joy.

I wish you were faking your joy, because at least I'd have you here.