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Twenty Third Letter

I dreamt about you.
I was in your bed, we were both tangled up in the sheets.
You put your arm around me, pulling me closer to you.
That closeness was a black hole, and I fell through it.
There was nothing but darkness, and I heard your voice. So familiar, so close
-Bear, don't come with me. I'll wait
And then your voice faded.
I was still half dreaming when I woke up, and I heard your voice whispering an "I love you".
I woke up, but my surroundings were still a hospital.
I was still on mental watch.
A nurse was next to me. She had your blue eyes.
She asked me if I wanted water. I nodded.
When I saw myself reflected on the water, I saw myself smile.
I had a purpose now. Live a good life.
For you.