Lost and Left Behind

The Break Down

I am aware that I am evil human being, but it's about to get worse. Not the story, the feels. So...I am sorry? I am not going to lie I love to see you guys react this much to the story, so I am not sorry at all. Anyway, I also want to say I will try to update this twice a week if school doesn't get in the way and since Wattpad is blocked (stupid I know) at school I can't write at school, I hate not writing so much and it bugs me that they would block it. Oh well, anyway onto the story!
Also, DON'T play the music until I tell you to.
Millions of 5 year olds will be sent after you if you do!

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Ross P.O.V.

After falling from the tree I was half awake. I could hear everything, see lights, and feel Max at my side the entire time, but even though I knew this was happening I couldn't respond, I was in too much pain. I was slipping, yes, but I was trying to pull through and it wasn't for myself, but for Max. He was sobbing and kept saying "Please don't die, I need you, I love you." That last part got to me the most, but he is probably caught up in the moment, he doesn't mean it. Even if he was caught up in the moment that doesn't mean he doesn't care. If he didn't care he wouldn't have done all of this, he wouldn't be holding my hand and although it aches a bit, it hurts more when he is away. I have come to this, at first, I thought it might be a little crush, but as I got to know him more I learned that he is a happy, amazing, exciting, caring, loving, perfect boy. I am still lingering between life and death just hanging there, like someone debating if I was worthy enough for life or if I was going to be tossed away, like a piece of garbage.

Max P.O.V.

 He can't die. I need him, I want him, I love him too much for me to let him go. I know I just met him and I don't even know if he feels the same way, but I still love him and nothing will change that. I quietly repeat to him "Please don't die, I need you, I love you." At this point, I don't care if he can still hear me. I need to say this and I need to comfort him. He could die and I don't want the last thing I said to him to be me yelling his name.

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We arrive at the hospital and they take him to a room and make me wait outside the room in a waiting area, but I can't sit and rest. My mind won't let me instead, I spend the entire time pacing back and forth in the same spot with the exception of moving out of the way every once in a while for a nurse or doctor. I couldn't get my mind to distract itself, it would only focus on one thing, Ross. Nothing else, but him on my mind. I couldn't help, but imagine how he felt as he fell from the tree and came crashing down to the ground.

Doctor Jess walked out with a grim look on her face. My heart stopped. Thoughts rushing through my head. 

"I-is he ok?" I asked. It pained me that I would ever have to say that. I have always loved being in control and the thought of Ross leaving me and I couldn't do anything, it destroyed me.

"Um, he is in very critical condition. I don't know if he will make it." She said looking at the floor, a look of sorrow on her face. My lip start to tremble and I could feel the tears pouring down my face.

"C-coul-d I s-see him-m?" I asked through my tears.

"I am sorry, but you can't right now, it is very critical and no one, but hospital staff are allowed in." 

"O-ok I und-ders-stand." But I wanted so badly to go in and hug and tell him everything is going to be fine, but I can't. He might die and I wouldn't be able to say goodbye. I started walking out of the hospital, why stay if I couldn't see him? I walked home with tears still streaming down my face. 
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I arrive back at my house and run inside to my room.

I tried to protect him but only ended up hurting him more. I couldn't do anything right, I never could. I just need to calm down. I turn on the radio (cue song) in hopes to get my mind off things, but of course, the universe couldn't have that because the song that came on was
"With You" by Caroline Dare. I don't even bother changing it because I don't have the strength or motivation to get back up. I start bawling again, I couldn't hold it back anymore. Especially not now. I become a complete and total mess. 

I hear a phone chime with and unfamiliar sound. I slowly and reluctantly rise to find that Ross had left his phone here. I picked it up, swiped across the screen, and saw that it had no password. He got a text from his father.

Ross P.O.V.

I wake up to see a bright light in my face, needles in my arms, and a bunch of devices around me beeping. A nurse walks in, but as she does I start to slip away. I can hear me flat lining and as the nurse calls for backup, I'm gone.

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Yes, I know you probably hate me, BUT Ross is not dead! I can see how that might be a misconception, but he is not dead.......yet......I mean what?! Also check out Caroline Dare she is one of my YouTube senpai's so Anyway, I hope you enjoyed this and remember America is doomed. This is Araina signing out till next time! Love Ya Guys!