Late night talks

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by hunterswifeeee

by hunterswifeeee

I opened my eyes from at least 20 minutes of crying
And Brandon was still hugging me
T- Brandon how are we gonna tell Ashton and hunter
B- I I I - I don't know
T- we both took a few sighs and then there was a knock on the door
It was Ashton
A- hey guys what's wrong
I dreaded what I was gonna say next

T- ash listen Im gonna tell you something and I don't want you to get mad or sad okay
A- okay
He said confused
T- ash you can't tell hunter yet .... I'm moving back to California
His eyes widened just like Brandon's did
A- what.. why
he said sad
T- my dad got a job up in Hollywood and he wants us all to move with him
He slowly wrapped his arms around me
And then Brandon
They were my brothers
till the end
After a few minutes of crying I washed my face cause I didn't want it to look like I was crying I slowly walked downstairs with ash and Brandon and gave them a worried look
Hunter was still on broadcast so I wasn't gonna tell him
Yet
My smile was so fake that I felt guilty
He wrapped his arms around me as I sat next to him on the broadcast
His hug was so warm and felt so safe that I could hug him till the day I die and never let go
But I can't cause

I'm leaving him
After a few minutes of being zoned out thinking about leaving
He ended it
And they went home they all gave me hug and Brandon and ash gave me a long hug
Hunter gave me a kiss and they all said goodnight I shut the door and ran up to my room

And cried
And cried
And cried
I can't help my self
All the memories we had together were gonna be gone in one week I just didn't understand why my dad would do this to me

I took out a pen and paper

November 17th 2015- I clicked *Hunter rowland* for the first time on you now

February 26 2016- I moved to Arizona

February 27 2016 - i had dinner at hunters house for the first time

February 28th 2016- hunter asked me to be his girlfriend

March 2nd 2016- my first day of school

March 3rd 2016- me and hunter kissed for the first time

March 7th 2016- hunter got in a car accident

March 12th 2016- my "best friend" kissed hunter

March 12 2016 - I broke up with hunter

March 16th 2016- we got back together

March 20th - he got me a ring

April 5th - his birthday

April 10- I cut my self for the first time

April 18- I overdosed

April 20th - I opened my eyes and could breath again

May 7th - I knew he was the one

August - we went on tour for the first time in Anaheim

September - he went to Europe for a month and a half

October 4- my father decided to move me away from him

I started to cry again as I wrote all the little memories that happened in between and I put it in a small mason jar
I walked around my house for a while
Slowly

My mind was somewhere else
Imagine being pulled away from something you love so much and you know that it's going to slowly kill you
I sat on my couch with my head down and my mom came
"Mom why would dad do this to me"
E- honey listen people come and go did you really think we were gonna live in Arizona forever?
T- mom how do I know I'll see hunter again Do you know how much that kills me to leave him
E- I'm sorry
I cried onto her shoulder
T- I haven't told him yet I told ash and Brandon
e- I told Christine
T- how am I gonna tell him mom
I said with wet eyes
I sat with my head down once again
When my phone started buzzing
I ran upstairs to answer
It was hunter
I felt guilty talking to him
He sounding a little down
"What's wrong"
H- nothing

T- don't lie to me
H- I can't take the media some times things are so chaotic it's crazy
T- I'm sorry baby
You just have to keep your held high and keep your smile
I opened the window to where I was looking right in his room
And I hung up seeing if he would notice
He opened his window
we were now facing each other he climbed the roof to where we sitting next to each other
I need to tell him
I can't
I have to
It will hurt him I turn to his face
He is looking at the stars
I lie my head on his shoulder
"Hunter I need to tell you something"
H- I know
I lifted my head in confusion
H- don't say it I already know just watch the stars
I waited there looking at the stars
T- how do you know
H- I over heard but I didn't hear what I wanted to
T- hunter I'm sorry
H- it's okay we're together right now that's all that matters
Cause there aren't happy endings I know but there are moments

we have us and that's all that matters
I stared off in the distance for a while the looking at him as his arms were wrapped around me

T- hunter it's gonna be hard but we're gonna make it work
H- I know
He said sniffling
And intertwining our fingers
H- I love you more than you can possibly know you changed me

I kissed him softly on the lips

T- I love you more thank you for always being there for me

We sat on the roof till it was 10:17 pm
I walked in to my room through the window
T- get some rest babe goodnight
He jumped the small space in between our roofs and climbed in his window
H- I love you
T- I love you too
I shut my window
And softly whispered to my self
I will always love you hunter Bryce rowland no matter what distance 💖