Forever and always//Hunter Rowland

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Hunters pov
I open my eyes and it's still dark I know it's the middle of the night already but  I checked my phone just in case the brightness off the screen made my eyes hurt for a second so I lowered the brightness
4:29 am
Ugh
I looked around the room
Tatianas wrapped in the blankets sleeping like a baby
I can barely see but the light of the moon is shining through the window giving me a little light
Why am I up
I looked around the room and I actually missed it I always complain that I wanna move but I honestly love this place I felt so many different emotions in this place at different ages
13- depression
14- I finnaly found my place in the world
The internet
15- love... from someone who isn't forced to love me
Actual love from a girl who I love so much
I stare at her face
And I'm glad she's in my room I'm glad she's in my life cause she makes me laugh and feel warm and tingly
I smile just thinking of everything that makes me happy
The fans
My family
My girlfriend
I'm thankful that I can be there for people when they need me
It's crazy what your mind starts to think when everything's quiet
I stared at the ceiling for a couple minutes till I drifted asleep again

5 hours later

I woke up super tired since I woke up in the middle of the night and everyone was up except Brandon
Ashton and Tatiana were talking
And I said "good morning" I gave them both a kiss on the head
And sat back down on the bed
They were talking about how we're going to Chicago I got really happy cause Tatiana didn't come with us last time and she is now so I'm glad I won't be away from her
I went on my phone for about 15 minutes and then we we decided to go to McDonalds and have  breakfast
I watched  Tatiana as she started humming in the bed
She's so cute❤️
T- what are you looking
She did sassy in a joking way
H- your cute face
I said sassier
T- ooh fistey
she said as she put her hand on her hip
H- I'm always fistey girl what are you talking about
I sad putting my hand on my hip
We both laughed as she went down stairs "what are you doing" I said laughing
T- I'm gonna go home and change and then I'll come back
She said slowly winking
H- okey dokie
I said slowly winking and closing the door
Tatianas pov
I walked to my house and hunter gave me a quick kiss on the forehead
I went to go change and then I was gonna go back to there house and go to McDonalds
I used my house key to open my door
"Mom I'm home"
She gave me a kiss "hey honey how's everybody"
T-good um is it okay if I go to McDonalds with the boys
E- yeah absolutely me and Christine were gonna run errands today anyway
T- okay cool
I said walking up the stairs
I opened my room door and put my phone on the charger 43% ugh I turned it completely off so it can charge faster
I put on a white stripped shirt and my ripped jeans with my white Addias I went into the bathroom and washed my face and brushed my teeth
I put on mascara and then took my hair out of the braid it was in it was kinda wavy so pit mousse in it to give it some curls i put 30 bucks in my pocket put on my ring hunter gave me a long time ago (chapter 16)  and grabbed my phone I put perfume and left my room
I gave my mom a kiss and left
They were waiting for me outside there door
H- dang my girl is cute
- I smiled a little and laughed
T- dang my guy is moy caliente (very hot in Spanish)
We walked to McDonald hand in hand as we talked to Brandon and Ashton
"Chicago is gonna be fun"
"So is Europe"
"It's gonna be lit"
I honestly can't wait I'm gonna be in Europe with my boyfriend
Ashton, Brandon, my two mommas☺️ and were gonna have a good time
I smiled to my self as we walked into McDonalds we ordered and sat down
Brandon snapchated
And so did hunter
Once we were done we decided to take an uber to the mall
We walked around the mall for about 2 hours meeting fans
We made musicallys and stuff
My phone was on 19%
Ugh
we went inside pacsun and Brandon got a pair of sweatpants
When we left we went to Starbucks and I paid for them but they all wanted to pay but I refused cause they always pay for me hahaha
Once we got our drinks my phone ended up dying after I made a snapchat
I texted my mom off hunters phone that it died
It was about 5 now so we left the mall the uber dropped me off at my House the bous stayed for a while
Brandon broadcasted and then hunter I  went up to my room and charged my phone it turned on and I had a bunch of text and calls from my parents
T- mom my phone died what's up
E- your dad wants to talk to you so please call him
T- okay bye mom I'll see you in a little
I texted my dad and called him
"Hi Dad I'm sorry my phone died and-
D- listen Tatiana I don't know how to put this
He worried me now
D- I found a job in the hills of holly wood and I-
I knew what he was gonna say
T- dad please don't say it
D- honey I want you and your mom to come and mo-
My heart started racing
T- dad dad I can't you don't understand I need to go on tour and be with the Rowland's dad you can't do this to me
I said loudly with tears in my eyes
D- I don't know what to tell you babe it's life
T- WHAT DO YOU MEAN ITS LIFE I DONT HAVE A SAY IN THIS
d- I don't like your tone missy your plane leaves in a week I'm sorry
I hung up the phone in his face not knowing what to say or do
I lay my head on my pillow crying for a couple minutes till I hear a knock
It was Brandon I knew it "are you okay" he said concerned sitting next to me on the bed I sat up sniffling "br- Brandon I I I'm moving back to California"
His eyes widened As he pulled me into a hug "it's okay I promise it's gonna be okay I swear"
My dads word rang in my head "I'm sorry Honey it's life"
I cried my eyes out
B- listen your my sister till the end no matter what distance
He paused and pointed at the door "your his girlfriend till the end got it break the distance it's Gonna work it's self out we're gonna be okay"
I cried more
T- how am I gonna tell hunter I said with my face hot I laid on my bed and let it all absorb
I am moving
I am moving
It's life
I felt his arms wrap around me once more and now we were both sniffling
It's life
I am moving