Shout out to my ex(Conor Maynard &a Jack Maynard)

I loved you first

"ZAYN" I shout and run up too him and hug him "how are you babe" he hugs me "I've missed you so much" I cry "awe don't cry, I missed you too" he hugs me tighter I let him sit on the sofa in my apartment and we talk.
"So you and Conor" he said "erm we are back together but it's been a month and I think I'm starting to love him once again but I feel like I can't coz he'll hurt me more and want me back" I sigh "do what's best for you. But someone will come along and treat you perfectly and you'll be treat like a angel" Zayn smiles and strokes my thigh and I nod, "I've got a surprise for you" he says "really" I smile "yeah come on that's go to my car" he smiles then gets up.
I grab my phone and put my converse on and walk out the door locking it.
"So where are we going" I smile walking down the apartment block steps
"It's a surprise and you'll probably cry" he laughed "oh god good job I have waterproof mascara on" I roll my eyes then laugh.

We get to a stadium and it's got a stage down. Okay what is this.
Zayn opened the door for me and everyone shouted surprise.
"What is this" I laugh
"Come over here" Perrie shouted. I ran over to her and she walked me to the front of the stage.
Then the arena went dark and only spotlights was on.
Then songs started playing. One direction songs.
"What is this" I whispered to Perrie "just watch" she smirks and nods to the stage then five people rise from under the stage
"The story of my life. I won't let these little things, rock me yeaaaahhhhh, midnight memories ohwoah. Nobody can, you and me got a whole lot of history, baby I'm perfect" mixed one direction songs sang through large speakers.
It's the boys.
I haven't seen Harry, LOUIS or Liam in soooo long like 4 years and I was texting Zayn last month saying how much I missed them boys and them performing.

[Harry:]
Do you remember summer '09
Wanna go back there every night
Just can't lie it was the best time of my life
Lying on the beach as the sun blew out
Playing this guitar by the fire too loud
Oh my, my, they can never shut us down

[Louis:]
I used to think that I was better alone
Why did I ever wanna let you go
Under the moonlight as we stared at the sea
The words you whispered I will always believe

[Niall:]
I want you to
Rock me, rock me, rock me... yeah!
I want you to
Rock me, rock me, rock me... yeah!
I want you to
Hit the pedal heavy metal show me you care
I want you to
Rock me, rock me, rock me... yeah!

[Liam:]
(Yeah)
We were together summer '09
Wanna roll back like pressing rewind
You were mine and we never said goodbye

[Louis:]
I used to think that I was better alone (better alone)
Why did I ever wanna let you go (let you go)
Under the moonlight as we stared at the sea (stared at the sea)
The words you whispered I will always believe

[Niall:]
I want you to
Rock me, rock me, rock me... yeah!
I want you to
Rock me, rock me, rock me... yeah!
I want you to
Hit the pedal heavy metal show me you care
I want you to
Rock me, rock me, rock me... yeah!

[Niall/Liam:]
R-O-C-K me again
R-O-C-K me again
R-O-C-K me again... yeah
I want you to
R-O-C-K me again
R-O-C-K me again
R-O-C-K me again... yeah

[Niall:]
I want you to
Rock me, rock me, rock me... yeah!
I want you to
Rock me, rock me, rock me... yeah!
I want you to
Hit the pedal heavy metal show me you care
I want you to
Rock me, rock me, rock me... yeah!

I want you to
Rock me, rock me, rock me... yeah!
I want you to
Rock me, rock me, rock me... yeah!
I want you to
Hit the pedal heavy metal show me you care
I want you to
Rock me, rock me, rock me... yeah!

They sang one of my favourite songs by them.
I love Zayn for doing this he isn't even in the bad no more.
But Zayn did this because I always thought 1D wasn't 1D without Zayn.

Then they played my favourite song ever.

[Zayn:]
Girl, that should be me driving to your house,
Knocking on your door, kissing you on the mouth,

[Liam:]
Holding on your hand, dancing in the dark
'Cause I was the only one who loved you from the start.

[Harry:]
But now when I see you with him it tears my world apart.

[All:]
Because,
I've been waiting
All this time to finally say it
But now I see your heart's been taken
And nothing could be worse.
Baby, I loved you first.
Had my chances,
Could have been where he is standing.
That's what hurts the most.
Girl, I came so close
But now you'll never know,
Baby, I loved you first.

[Louis:]
Girl, that should be me calling on your phone
Saying you're the one and that I'll never let you go.

[Harry:]
I never understood what love was really like
But I felt it for the first time looking in your eyes.

[Liam:]
But now when I see you with him my whole world falls apart.

[All:]
Because,
I've been waiting
All this time to finally say it
But now I see your heart's been taken
And nothing could be worse.
Baby, I loved you first.
Had my chances,
Could have been where he is standing.
That's what hurts the most.
Girl, I came so close
But now you'll never know,
Baby, I loved you first.

[Zayn:]
First touch (first touch), first kiss (first kiss),
First girl who made me feel like this (like this)
Heartbreak (heartbreak), it's killing me (k-k-killin' me),
I loved you first – why can't you see?

[Niall:]
I've been waiting
All this time to finally say it
But now I see your heart's been taken,
Nothing could be worse.

[Zayn:]
Baby, I loved you first.

[All:]
Had my chances,
Could have been where he is standing.
That's what hurts the most.
Girl, I came so close
But now you'll never know,
Baby, I loved you first

[Zayn:]
Baby, I loved you first.
Baby, I loved you first, oh, yeah.

[Harry:]
Baby I loved you first.

As they was singing I loved you first Zayn wouldn't stop looking at me he was always smiling winking and licking his lips and I don't know why.
They started to sing perfect and Perrie and I was dancing around with all the boys then a pair of hands fell on my hips "hey babe" it was Conor "hey" I smile and turn around and stroke his hair and kiss him.
"I'm sorry babe I've been so busy lately at the studio and I have to do loads of album work. You know how it is" he says "yeah it's fine" i smile.

The boys came down from the stage and I ran straight to Louis.
"Lou bear" I scream and jump in his arms and wrap my legs around his waist "I've missed you so much" I cry "I missed you too" he hugs me and kisses my head "your the best cousin ever" I smiled at Louis "you are too" he laughed "hazza" I smile at Harry walking up too me.
"How are you" Harry smiled and hugged me tightly "im good" I smile
"Good" he says
"What about you" I ask
"Yeah I'm doing great" he smiles
"How's Kendall" I laugh
"She's doing great" he laughs
These boys have nicknames for me and I'm hoping they don't remember them.
"Keiko do you want some water" LOUIS shouts from the water table oh shot he remembered my nickname "yeah go on then" I shout back
"Where's Liam" i ask
"He's talking to Jade" Zayn says
I turn around to look for him and I see Conor kissing a girl like who the fuck is she.
I tap Louis and point at Conor and he starts to move and I pull his arm back.
"Don't I'll deal with this" I shake my head "and I'm not getting back with him again" I gritted my teeth "I'll come with you" Louis said.

We walked over I pulled Conor off her and punished him "what you doing slag" the girl got in my face "who at you calling slag" I shout "you" she said touching her forehead forcefully against mine then I head butted her "your the slag love kissing someone's boyfriend and probably shagged him" I say and Louis pulls me back from her "please I need to explain" Conor said getting up holding his nose "you've done enough explaining Conor. It's over don't ring me ever again I'm blocking your number" I shout in his face I then walk off.
The thing is I'm not even crying which is soooo good.
I feel good about myself but I wanna make a song.