Shout out to my ex(Conor Maynard &a Jack Maynard)

This is so sad

So it's early Wednesday morning and I got a terrifying call.
My auntie Johanna Deakin, Louis' mum is dying.
"Zoe can you please drive me to Sheffield where my auntie is In that hospital like now she's really badly" I run into her bedroom
"Yeah sure keys are here go open the car and start it" Zoe throws me the keys as she finishes putting her lipstick on.
"Thanks" I smile with tears in my eyes and run to the car putting my phone in my bomber jacket.

When we get to Sheffield hospital, she was dying.
Everyone left the room so me and Louis could be with her.
"Louis, Lucy it's my wish that you preform on the xfactor together, I wanted to see but obviously I lost my battle to Leukaemia and I want you to help people who have Leukaemia before it's to late" Johanna says holding mine and Louis' hand while we are crying and I nod at her wishes "I love you mum so much" Louis cries "I love you baby boy, over these passed six years you have made me immensely proud, I'll miss you" Johanna cries and strokes her sons face "Lucy don't ever give up, I want you to be worldwide famous like my boy is here, go on the xfactor with him and preform, the song that I love, it'll make me proud I wanted to see you both preforming together on the xfactor but my time has gone I love you BOTH so much look after Phoebe Daisy,Ernest and Doris and make sure Lottie and Felicitè carry on with their career" Johanna says smiling
That smile makes my heart melt "I love you" I smile wiping a tear "don't cry both of you, I love you too and I love you Louis, I love all of you" she says her final word before she sadly passes away.
The machine beeps and nurses run in while I fall into Louis' arms. And cry.

After me and Louis saying our final goodbye to Johanna, we exit the room kissing her forehead.
"She's gone" I cry and her husband Dan breaks down in tears and so does the children.
"Let's just say the sky has picked one beautiful amazing angel to keep and look over us" I cry and smile hugging Lottie and Phoebe.
"She wanted to thank all of you for being here for her and making her life a precious one" Louis' says wiping a tear away.

When Zoe takes us back home, back to Brighton I get engulfed in a hug by Alfie and Sean.
"She's gone" I cry into them.

Fast forward to Saturday.
"Now it's an emotional time for Johanna's family but Lucy-Kim Reynolds and Louis Tomlinson are going to sing Johannas favourite song and they wanted to come on the XFactor and preform it as it was One of Johanna's last wishes for these two to sing this on here" Dermot says "Please welcome to the stage Louis Tomlinson and Lucy-Kim Reynolds" Dermot announces and Louis and I was out praying that we don't cry.
Louis:
"You and I,
We're like fireworks and symphonies exploding in the sky.
With you, I'm alive
Like all the missing pieces of my heart, they finally collide.

Louis:
So stop time right here in the moonlight,
'Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes.

Louis:
Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.
I'm just a sad song.

Me:
With you I fall.
It's like I'm leaving all my past in silhouettes upon the wall.
With you I'm a beautiful mess.
It's like we're standing hand in hand with all our fears upon the edge.

Me:
So stop time right here in the moonlight,
'Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes.

Louis:
Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.

Me and Louis:
You're the perfect melody,
The only harmony
I wanna hear.
You're my favorite part of me,
With you standing next to me,
I've got nothing to fear.

Me:
Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Louis:
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Without you, I'm just a sad song.

Louis:
Without you, I feel broke.
Like I'm half of a whole.
Without you, I've got no hand to hold.
Me:
Without you, I feel torn.
Like a sail in a storm.
Louis and me:
Without you, I'm just a sad song.
I'm just a sad song."

I cry at the end of the song. Me and Louis gave it all our all. I know she'd be proud.
"That was beautiful Louis and Lucy, she'd be so so proud of you" Nichole says wiping her tears away.
"It was so touching it's a shame she couldn't witness this beautiful moment her two loves of her life sung her favourite song with so much emotion in your voices" Sharon Osborne says and I smile looking at Louis and he winks with his eyes glossing over.
Johanna was the only mum feature in my life. My mum and dad gave me up and Johanna took me on.
She was a mum to me. My mum only came back in the picture when I got famous and started to get to know all the celebrities she likes. Like Rihanna.
"Well done Louis and Lucy that did bring tears to my eyes it's an emotional time for you guys and you still came out here gave it all for your mum and auntie" Simon says smiling "thank you too Louis and Lucy coming on here and sharing their emotions at this incredibly sad time" Dermot says and gives us a hug "well done" Dermot says "give it up for Lucy-Kim Reynolds and Louis Tomlinson" Dermot says and everyone is cheering and clapping as me and Louis walk off hand in hand.