Shout out to my ex(Conor Maynard &a Jack Maynard)

You gotta not

3 months later.
THIS SONG IS ORIGINALLY FROM LITTLE MIX SO GO LISTEN TO IT ON SPOTIFY.*

"Jack come here" I shout
"Coming" he says
He then walks into the living room smiling happily.
"Sit down I wanna sing you my new song" I smile
"Yay I can't wait to hear this" he says and sits down
"Okay" I sigh and start singing.

"Call your momma "mommy"
(You gotta not!)
Askin' her for money
(You gotta not!)
Never keep your house clean
(You gotta not!)
Wearin' dirty laundry
(You gotta not!)
Is that what you call flirtin'?
(You gotta not!)
You ain't even workin', boy get a job
And baby when you wanna start growin' up
We can boom, boom, boom, baby, fall in love

Oh, you don't like kids?
(You gotta not!)
And you still smoke cigs? (Ew)
(You gotta not!)
Is you afraid of Blue's Clues?
(You gotta not!)
Do you still use a bluetooth?
(You gotta not!)
You love whitey-tightys
(You gotta not!)
'Cause they only show off your muffin top
And baby when you wanna start growin' up
We can boom, boom, boom, baby, fall in love
(Let's go!)

I need a man, a man who can act like a man
So hear me now, I don't get paid to babysit no one
I'm out here lookin' for the one to love
Singin', I need a man, so hear me now

Oh, you don't bump to The Weeknd?
(You gotta not!)
You argue with my best friend?
(You gotta not!)
Yeah all the hottie-totties
(You gotta not!)
If that's the way you party
(You gotta not!)
Everybody want me
(You gotta not!)
Ut you kinda hot, so I thought, why not?
And baby when you wanna start growin' up
We can boom, boom, boom, baby, fall in love

I need a man, a man who can act like a man
So hear me now, I don't get paid to babysit no one
I'm out here lookin' for the one to love
Singin', I need a man, so hear me now

Nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
Nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
Nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
Nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah

All my ladies, if you need a man, sing it!
Call your momma "mommy"
(You gotta not!)
Askin' her for money
(You gotta not!)
And baby when you wanna start growin' up
We can boom, boom, boom, baby, fall in love

I need a man, a man who can act like a man
So hear me now, I don't get paid to babysit no one
I'm out here lookin' for the one to love
Singin', I need a man, so hear me now

Nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
Nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
(So hear me now)
Nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
Nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah, nah
(So hear me now)
I need, I need a man
I need, I need a man
I need, I need a man
I need, I need a man
I need a man" I sing and he claps as loud as he can and cheers for me.
"When is that getting released" Jack asks
"Well it's getting released at midnight tomorrow night" I smile
"I'll download it to my Spotify when it comes out and stream it all day even if I'm not listening" Jack laughs
"Thanks Jack" I smile

"Conor wants to see you" Jack says looking up from his phone "oh" I shrug my shoulders "is that a yes?" Jack questions "nope" I say taking my empty cup into the kitchen to put in the sink.
"Why not though he misses you and I know you want to get over him but there is obviously something about you that is drawing him in" Jack says sitting on the counter beside me "look Jack it's not gonna work Conor and I being friends" I sigh "okay" Jack mumbles and gets of the counter and walks of and sits on the sofa.

All day Jack hasn't talked to me.
And I wanna know why. Was it because I said no to seeing Conor? I don't even know.
I sit on the sofa near him and sigh and pull my phone out and start tweeting some stuff and then I play around on snapchat.
I put my phone away and Jack puts his hand on my thigh and smiles at me. I just get up and walk away.
I sit down at the kitchen table and go to my messages on WhatsApp.
Conor has messaged me a couple of times.

Conor😔🤔
So....when are we gonna see each other again I missed you. As a friend of course. You'd never take me back.

Jack said you don't want to see me and I understand.
I guess this is our final goodbye. I love you and I'll see you later.

End of messages.
I just sigh and close my eyes. And Jack joins me at the table "you okay" he asks "I'm going back to my apartment" I say and get up and walk out without saying bye.
Your probably wondering "I thought you and Jack was gonna see what it would be like to be together again" well we decided well I decided that it was for the best if we stayed friends 'cause. I don't even know why.

I get to my flat and slam my door to find Oli sat on my sofa with Mikey.
"What do you two want" I sigh
"We want to help you" Oli says
"How though" I sigh and cry a little
"I want you to go on holiday somewhere were you really want to go and so your not on your own us and all the boys will be joining you" Oli says
"Coooooorrrr bloody hell I wouldn't say no to that" Mikey says and I laugh a little
"If it's to try and get Conor and I speaking it's not gonna work" I shake my head "okay you don't have to speak to each other please just come because we are all going on holiday anyway and you'll be left here. On your own." Oli says getting up with Mikey off of my sofa "okay I'll come" I sigh
"When and where" Oli asks
"Alberfeira, Portugal and tomorrow" i say to the two tall boys stood in front of me "then and there it will be get packing flight leaves at 10:40 tomorrow" Oli says putting his phone away "how do you know that fast and how did you book tickets that fast" I say shocked "well Oli and I already knew you was gonna choose Portugal and you have 6 weeks off of work from yesterday so I knew you was gonna pick tomorrow and as soon as you said it Oli clicked but the tickets now and we got 8 of them" Mikey rabbles "oh right" I say "and guess who will be there in our villa by the beach and the shops waiting for us" Oli says "who" I say excitingly "you'll have to guess" they say.
I try and guess but i just can't picture who might be there to surprise me.
"Well there is like 10 people waiting their for us to arrive tomorrow" Mikey says "just let it be a surprise you can film me for your YouTube surprise thingy you've been doing recently" I smile at Oli "okay good coz it's gonna be a good one" Oli cheers "yay" I say excited "now go pack" Oli and Mikey order "yes dad well dad's" I laugh and run off to my room and start packing while the boys play Fifa on the Xbox in my living room.