So Sorry, Lover (Oliver Sykes X Reader)

Oliver and the hospital

Oli's POV

When I get to the hospital, it's really cold. Chills travel down my spine. I walk up to the security desk and stutter, "I-I'm here f-for Y/n L/n..." The security guard looks up at me and back down at her paper. "She's in room 409. Fourth floor, to your right." I thank her and start to make my way. I get a lot of glares from people. I mean, I am wearing a shirt that says "death" on it. It's part of a Deathspells set that Y/n gave me... Y/n... They say she's in critical condition... And she means so much to me. I feel a warm tear leak out of my eye and quickly wipe it away. I said I wasn't ready to date but... 

My lungs begin to ache...I feel like I'm choking on my thoughts...I realize I'm there. I burst in, heartbroken to see her like this. I'm bawling now, the lump in my throat receding. Her heart monitor is beeping. "I won't give up on you. I won't give up on you. I won't, I won't!" I'm yelling. A police officer walks in and tells me to calm down. He tells me the whole story. She was hit by a car that turned at the wrong time. Charges might be pressed. I looked back at Y/n, unconscious on the bed. Frail. Weak. Broken. Utterly, completely wrecked. However she is, I want her. No, need her. And I can't live without her.

A/n: last update for today!!1! Thank you for the votes! they mean the world to me! -Cyanide