She's The One ♡C.D & A.R♡

《fifty》

*ALEXANDRIA POV*

"Alright lets roll." I came out of my restroom putting on an LA dads hat and zipping up my sweater.

Grayson and Nate were playing on my wii that i had in my room while i got ready in the restroom.

"So are you going to tell us what happened with cameron? Like you guys didn't even take pictures together for both wins, or even hug." Asked grayson and i shook my head sitting down on my furry been bag grabbing my skate high black and white vans.

"I dont want to talk about it. Im not even sure if what she's telling me is 100%  correct." I sighed tying my shoe laces.

"Who? Just tell us, this is obviously bothering you." I nodded making sure the door was closed and locked it. Both of them sitting on my bed waiting for me to talk.

"Gabriela is pregnant." Their eyes widened, and i continued. "And the baby is most likey Cameron. Im more convinced now because he wasnt at my game, instead he was here." I took out my wallet taking out the small picture Gabriela gave me today after the game, claiming that she was in fact right.

I gave it to them and they looked at the pictures wide eyes and mouth opened.

"He was at their first doctors appointment to make sure the baby is healthy, he knows, and he hasn't told me shit!" This time i couldn't stop them, kept telling myself throughout the  whole day that crying wasn't the answer, but right now its all hitting me harder than ever.

"Hes having a baby with Gabriela." And the tears came out, both of them reaching out to pull me in a group hug.

"Hey dont cry." Coeed Grayson and Nate both trying to relax me, but I couldnt.

Right when I was sure that I wanted him back hes getting taken away from me. Right when were are starting to get our relationship back on.

My love for him was and still is growing. I cant stop it. I fell in love with him, but its hitting me harder than ever, and it fuken hurts!

Loving someone, but knowing that it wont be possible to love each other.

Knowing that instead of both of us sharing an intense love between us, and a baby that i wish I was holding, he would stop loving me, and eventually fall in love with her, and the gift she gave him.

Love isn't painful. Its just the fact that it won't be returned as much as you wish it could be returned.

It hurts to know that you wont be loved back the same.

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After a brief moment of me ranting, and crying i foxed my makeup and we left to the bonfire we decided on doing, just us , our little family in the beach at night.

All the guys would be there and we were just planning on eating s'mores, drinking a little and talk about life, our futures, since school is ending soon.

"Are you sure your going to be okay, becausw i can drive back and we can eat junk food and watch comedies, and romances if you want." Suggested Nate, Grayson nodding agreeing with him.

"Nah im good, i want to spend time with my friends." He nodded as he parked the car.

I wasn't in any mood to drive so we left in Nates BMW. I was in the back looking out of the window just thinking.