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'(Y/n), I though you had died or something! I though I lost you!' He smiles lightly, pleased to see me.
'Don't worry Dan. I would never kill myself.' I smile, 'what's up with the whole Goodbye Internet thing?'
'Oh... I just-' he paused for a second looking me straight in the eye. 'I missed you. And I couldn't think, my life was turning a mess. Have you seen Phil?'
'No. he texted me a few times last week, then stopped. Pj messaged me to see if I had seen Phil lately and I said no. He started to worry because Phil wouldn't leave his apartment.' I explain.
'If only we had a key.' Dan mumbled, switching a light on in my head.
'I have one.' I whisper, pulling it out of my pocket and showing it to Dan.
'Lets go then!' Dan said stepping out of his flat.
'B-but it's Phil... he won't want to see me-'
'Come on!' Dan groaned, pulling me along.
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I reluctantly give the key to Dan, who puts it in the door, twists it and opens.
We cautiously head in, our heads scanning around for any sign of Phil. Then we stopped, hearing a slight echo of a voice... a girls voice. But this voice was too familiar, and it was the one I heard everyday.
My own.
I whispered for Dan to stay put as I tip-toe to Phil's room, slowly pushing the door open.
I see Phil wrapped in his green and blue duvet with his laptop, playing all of the videos he could find with me in, and he was quietly sobbing.
~Phil's POV~
I sob quietly to myself as I watch back the old videos of me and (y/n). I loved her too much and I overreacted, it wasn't Dan's fault. I should've told him.
'Phil.' I hear a quiet voice like (y/n)'s, but I know it's only my mind.
'Phil.' The voice repeats, a little louder this time, and I ignore it.
'Phillip?' I look up slowly to see (y/n), her lips in a slight smile but her eyes filled with sadness.
'(Y/n)?' I sob a bit, my voice cracking slightly.
I shouted at her so bad and upset her, and she came back.
This can't be true.
'Go away.' I whisper sadly.
'But Phil, I'm sorry...' she replies sitting next to me.
'I don't mean it rudely, but I want you to leave. I've done enough damage.' I look away from her.
'I love you Phil. I'm sorry.' She kisses my cheek and walks out, but before she does I hear her mumble to herself:
'It's all my fault.'
Which wasn't true, because it was mine. I had to do something about this, but a voice in the back of my head told me no. So I didn't.
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(A/N)
Longer-ish update because of the previous small one. 😉
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FanfictionYou have been dating Phil for a while, he owns a YouTube account and is famous for it. One day Phil introduces you to his friend, Dan. Another famous YouTuber, one of your favourites to fangirl over. But when when speaking to Dan, you and Phil forge...