The cold reality

Why Lie

Bambi🔝

     Bambi! There you are, i have been waiting like forever, Scott said while putting a loose strand of hair behind my ear.

   Hey! Don't be such a drama queen, its been only 30 minutes, i said with a chuckle while he flashed me a smile. Damn i love this boy.
     
     B, i have to tell you something, he said with no feelings in his eyes, completely blank, i couldn't read him like i always could. I mean three years with someone is no joke!
   I have something to tell you too, i said with a big smile ignoring the static look in his eyes . I wish i knew how he could block me out, i can't lock my feelings away from him even if i tried, one way or another he would figure it out, he could read me like a book and i like it.
  
     I am traveling to Paris for the summer. Those words wiped the smile of my face so fast you wouldn't even believe i was just smiling a second ago. I hate how you can be so happy and in just one second all that was gone, you wouldn't even remember what happiness felt like.
  I looked into his eyes, giving him an intense glare! I mentally slapped myself. Now i get it. The shitty fucktard played it well, he brought me to the park to tell me he wasn't going to be around for the entire summer that we already had plans for.  Piece of shit told me in public so i wouldn't pounce on him and rip his eyeballs out.

      He does this all the time, traveling without even giving me a little heads up. The little motherfucker uses the same goddammit excuse "my dad needs me". I was mentally rolling my eyes,well let me give him the benefit of doubt, his reasons better be fucking good enough. Breathe Bambi Breathe.
        Why are you traveling and leaving me all alone this time?, i asked in a voice so soft that i widened my eyes in surprise as soon as the words came out.
   Scott wasn't expecting that either, his icy-blue eyes were widened in awe.
    Bambi? Are you okay?. Of course i am, now tell me the reason for your change in our plans, i said ever so gently, it obviously scared scot. I - hmmm - i - have, Scott stuttered on his words, he couldn't get them out.
I smiled, i could see what he was feeling again, emotions clouded his eyes, all i could see was fear. I chuckled mentally, that's right, u better be petrified.
       I have to go see grandma, she called, she wants me to spend the entire summer with her., he finally got his words out.
Something obviously wasn't right, he blinked after each words. He was definitely hiding something, at least this time his dad wasn't his excuse.
    What did you want to tell me, B?, Scott said while wiping sweat from his forehead with the back of his palm.

     I am grounded! All because of you and I think we should spend the entire summer in my room, "grounded together" but don't worry if granny needs you who am i  to stop you.,i said with half a smile
I have got to go Scott, see you around. He kissed me on my forehead and whispered the words "i love you" in my ears then kissed my earlobe, he looked in my eyes again then turned around and walked off.
    He said he loves me. But he lied to you. But he loves me. I mentally cursed, fuck! He lied but why

       I made this chapter very lengthy, gosh i am exhausted.
   Scott just lied to Bambi and he is acting weird, i bet we are all wondering why.. What do you think he could be hiding.. Comment your thoughts, I'd like to see them

O.C.T😘