The cold reality

Completely Broken

       Bambi!! wake up please, i heard Adriana say faintly, she was obviously in the state of panic.
what a weakling, i heard another female voice say, her voice laced with venom.
i opened my eyes slowly and cautiously, confused to the scene in front of me.

    Adriana was staring at me with red swollen bulging eyes.
   Scott was in shorts, sitting very far away wrapping is arms around his bare chest.
    Sia was naked, wrapped in a red, small towel.
  And i was flat on the ground

     Memories of the past hours came flooding back, i yelled as i felt excruciating pain at the back of my head.
my veins were thrumming with great intensity, i cringed as i got up slowly feeling another jolt of pain in my chest.
    I stared at Sia questionably but she only replied me with a dangerous smirk.
  I shifted my gaze to Scott and all i could see in his blue eyes ,were nothing, no emotions whatsoever, i tried to delve into him and dig out what he was feeling but he had locked me out once again.
  
    I swiveled around and walked out haughtily, i could feel hot tears pricking my eyes.
  i felt like my heart was being ripped out of my chest, the pain was unbearable.
My breathing was ragged, my lungs were fighting against me, denying me of the oxygen i craved and so greatly needed.
I felt like my legs would give out at any moment.

   I dragged my feet into Nude, wanting to get out of here as fast as possible, but oh Adriana.
  You know the bitch? Adriana asked hoarsely.
I swallowed a huge thick lump in my throat, yes i do.
She is..... was my friend

Adriana patted my knees soothingly and gave me a small smile ,it'll be alright were the last words she spoke all through the ride, i know she was just as broken as i was.

We said our goodbyes as we walked into our different apartments.
I dropped my bag and sat on the couch looking nervously at my parents sitting right in front of me.
I noticed the look of despondency and disheartenment on their faces.
 
  Honey we have something to tell you, mom said with so much strain in her voice.. looking closer I noticed she was looking pale, she was almost as white has a ghost, like she had no blood or color in her features,emotions played on her green dull eyes.
I knew this was  going to be anything but good.
  Is it a good or a good news, i asked trying to lighten the room filled with tension.
   Actually its more like a bad news and another bad news.
But you are old enough to handle it and we will be by your side through it all, dad said while looking at mom
  There was something different about the way he looked at her, so distant i couldn't quit understand.
    Minutes passed by and no words were spoken, i was too scared to know and they were to scared to tell.

    Your mom and I are getting divorced, dad finally spoke.
      I have cancer and i have less than a month to live, mom said as fast as she could but i heard it all in slow motion.

I felt my heart beat a whole lot slower
This was it
I could feel the darkness coming closer and i welcomed it
I was completely broken
Everything went blank
Nothing..... just pure, dark, Peace.

poor Bambi.. this is a lot to take in,lets hope she gets at least just one good news, i feel her pain,i might cry 😢

O.C.T😘