Shots of Momentary Bliss

"The Real Score" JessVin Oneshot

Irish Notes: Hi! This is my first JessVin oneshot. I hope you support it.... This story is dedicated to our dear JessVin and also to Hunnies. Please vote and comment if you love the story.... Thank you very much.

After our party for celebrating being in the top 14 of Pinoy Big Brother, Jessica became distant after that party. I tried to follow her everywhere she went last night but she completely ignores me like I didn't exist at all. Is she affected because of the dare? I don't think she's affected. Since she's one of the people cheering at me to do that dare, I'm confused what's going on. Should I explain to her? Everything she saw last night was a game and it didn't mean a thing to me. Seriously, I hate this feeling. Feeling hopeless and didn't know what to do. Today, I saw her with the other housemates singing heartbreaking songs. I can sense her emotions in every song she sang. I can feel the pain and the sadness. Jessica is really great in keeping her true feelings.

Everyone thought she's fine but I can see in her eyes that she's hurt. What have I done? I should have said no last night but I can never rewind what happened and redo it. I miss being around her and there's never been a dull moment when I'm with her. She's one of the closest friends I have in the house. I'm more comfortable around her and I can be myself. No need to pretend into something that I'm not.

Everyone keeps teasing me with this certain girl housemate. I'm aware that she has a crush on me but I didn't make a big deal out of it. It's true, she's beautiful and has a great personality but I don't feel anything special for her. After what happened last night, some of the housemates keeps asking me about the kiss and the real score between me and that girl. Like I always said we're just friends.

A lot of things keep bothering on my mind. Suddenly Paco made me pissed of his jokes and it's not funny. It's irritating. Actually, I'm not the kind of person who easily annoyed maybe I've been stress lately. Well, I felt bad after what happened between me and Paco. Good thing, Jessica is always there to comfort me and made me a little better. She really knows how to calm me in times like this. I'm happy she's always there when I need someone to talk or a company. She knew me better like nobody else in this house. 

There's something I'd like to confess. When Big brother asked me if there's a possibility of having a Pinay girlfriend, I said it's possible. The moment he asked me again if there's someone I like to court inside the house. I laughed and couldn't help but smile at the same time then a flashback of memories lingering on my mind. I couldn't forget the moment we've shared the smiles, laughter's, our endearments to each other and most of all the "I love you" we've said before we sleep at night.

I know Big brother was waiting for my reply and I answered "SECRET". Why secret? Its better no one knows about my feelings for Jessica. Honestly, I wasn't ready to confess yet. When the time is right, I could finally tell her how special she is to me. 

The real score between me and Jessica, the truth is I like her and hoping she feel the same way as I do. 

THE END......