You and Him

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I don't want you in my life
I hate myself for being so attached
So obsessive over you

I hate that I need you in my life
I hate being so dependent
Especially on someone like you

You hurt me
You fucked me up so bad
I was broken when I met you, now I'm shattered into pieces that you're gone

It's my fault of course

My emotions about you are so jumbled up and it's confusing the hell out of me

I don't know if I need you or want you to stay away
I don't know if I still love you

I just don't know

The one thing I do know is that you'll never be good for me
You'll never be like him

He's slowly fixing me
He's teaching me to trust again
He's teaching me to finally find love again

And I'm truly happy once again

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