I don't want you in my life
I hate myself for being so attached
So obsessive over youI hate that I need you in my life
I hate being so dependent
Especially on someone like youYou hurt me
You fucked me up so bad
I was broken when I met you, now I'm shattered into pieces that you're goneIt's my fault of course
My emotions about you are so jumbled up and it's confusing the hell out of me
I don't know if I need you or want you to stay away
I don't know if I still love youI just don't know
The one thing I do know is that you'll never be good for me
You'll never be like himHe's slowly fixing me
He's teaching me to trust again
He's teaching me to finally find love againAnd I'm truly happy once again
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Poetry
PoetryThis is a book filled with poems that I have written myself. Most of them are depressing, so you have been warned.