Rambles

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Sometimes at night
I start thinking about you
About us
About what we use to be

It's unhealthy

I know that I need to move on
I need to let go

I just can't

When I'm alone, I can't shake the thoughts that creep into my mind
I can't lose that feeling of grief when those thoughts arise

I need you in my life, that much I know
I wish I didn't

You hate me and I don't blame you

Some part of me is glad you hate me because I know that if you didn't, I would still be in that toxic pit we use to call a relationship

I'm sorry for hurting you
I hope you're sorry for hurting me

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