I Cant Control Myself

part 9

"No u have to tell her"says my brother. I hear voices when im awake. I go to kicketen and hear them talking."tell me wat". I look between the my uncle and my brother. They just look at each other." look honey why dont u come sit down. I sit down by my brother. "Im your father honey"says my uncle. I felt all the lungs just came out of my body. I don't know wat to say. I feel mad. My face changes and my fangs come out. "YOU JUST TELL ME THIS NOW. Where were u when i ask my mommy where my daddy is. I cant belive this after all theses years, u just were my uncle" i scream in his face. I grab my bag and my keys and helmet. I run outside to the shed and get on my baby. I hop on and ride off. I speed off to nowhere. I dont know where im heading and idc. "I cant fucking believe he didnt tell us"says my wolf Mia. "Shut up Mia. I need to think without u always in my head i yell back. I stop at starbucks. I grab some coffee and just think. Idk wat to do. I wanna feel mad or cry. God this emotion are fucking me up. I look at my phone. I have a couple of hours before i have to shift. I hear my phone go off so like crazy so i just turn it off. I look up and see Ethan  sitting across from  me. "Aw what wrong love"says Ethan."fuck off, im not ur love and im not in the mood for u". "Aww no need to be so mean love" hes says smirking."i said fuck off and im gonna found out what u up too and when i do im gonna kill u so watch ur fucking back". I get up and pay for my drink. I hop on my bike and go back home. I get home and see my brother. And father looking at me. I go inside and see them talking."i have an hour before i shift so im gonna go into the woods and when i get back i want some fucking answer" i run to the woods.i stop at the end of the woods. I step in no mans land. I feel the moon hitting me. The moon is extra bright tonight. "Are u ready EM"says my wolf. "Ready as ill ever be". I feel my body getting hott. I take off my dress and put my hair down. I. Feel my bones starting to break. "Ahhh fuck". I look at my hands and see them transforing into paws. I pass out. The pain is too much. I wake up and i look at my paws. They look white. I start running. I stop by a pond. I look at my wolf. "Anit i beautiful"says my wolf. "Yeah". I have black fur with some blue in it. My paws are white. I feel like running. I start running and hopping around. I see a rabbit. I dont want to kill it, i just want to play. I start chasing and howling like a crazy wolf. I start smelling something good. I run off to that direction. About a mile their sits a beautiful red and black wolf. The wolf turns around and smirks in his wolf form. Im trying to process wat MIA is trying to says to me."MATE THAT OUR MATE "says my wolf. No no i thought. The wolf start coming close to me. I take off where my clothes are. Im almost their. I feel myself being push to the ground. I tryed getting up but the wolf wont let me. I see this wolf shift into a man. Hes stand in front of me naked. "Oh boy hes is a fine mother fucker anit he"says my wolf. I block her out. I look over hes body. Hes really built. Hes had brown hair with green eyes. Oh lord i though. Wat am i gonna do. "Shift now"says my mate with power in his voice. I walk over to tree and shift. I put back on my dress and fix my hair. I step out from the tree.

(Jordan)
I cant belive i found my mate. She so gorgeous with her white hair and big lips. I look over her body. " wat ur name darling". "My names is miley knight"says my mate. God her voice is so perfect. Everything about her is just perfect. I walk up to her face. I put her body against my body. So beautiful i growl.