part 10

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(Miley pov..)

I push his chest away. "why are u pushing him away. HE IS OUR MATE "my wolf screams at me. I just block her out. "no I'm am not your mate dude u must got me mistaken for somebody else". "no I don't you are my mate weather you like or not". I feel power coming off him. I look closely out at  him "you are a shadow I says with wide eyes.   "darling I'm been called a lot of things and don't think your so inncent, you are a hybrid" says Jordan. "a least I'm not a monster". I just start run in my vampire speed. I turn around and see him trying to follow me. I start zig zaging around to hide my scent. I make it to my house. I cant tell anybody wat happened back their.i go through the door. I see my brother and father sleeping on the couch. I hop in the shower. "How could you just run away from your mate"my wolf screams. "hes a shadow Mia. they are dangours and I don't want a mate aleast not right now"i say back. "who care if hes a shadow, remember when you were all alone, you have no friends. you were known as a freak at school. but all u wanted was a mate who can love you for you"says my wolf. I just ignore her. I hop out the shower.  you know sometimes I hate having my wolf in my head all the time. i put on some pjs . i lay down on my bed. i try falling asleep but my wolf wont let me. she really mad at me. after hours i finally fall asleep.

(in the moring)

Beep!! Beep!! dammit that fucking alarm clock. i roll over and shut it off. i get up and stretch. i really don't want to school today. i get up and go down stairs. i see my brother cooking food. i go to the fridge and get a bag of blood. "good moring Em. How was your shift"says my brother handing me some food. i just ignore him and keep eating my food. "sam had to leave for a important meeting"says my brother. of fucking course he did. i put my plate in the sink. i go upstairs to my room. i look at my self in the mirror. The color of my eyes are dual and I have bags under them. my face looks pale and my hair color is  missing its color. "what the hell has happen to me" I says to my wolf. "well you ran from your mate and I am missing the connection "says my wolf. "the hell I am. wolf can goes days without seeing their mate" I scream back. "i know that. Its not just your wolf part is connected to your mate. but your vampire side is. vampires need their mates all the time and they cant live long without them. "says my wolf. "fuck, I feel like crap"i says back. idk wat I'm gonna do anymore. I'm not telling my brother he will flip the lid. I start picking out my outfit for school. I pick out a orange and white dress. I put it on. then I go to my mirror. I put on eyeliner and lip gloss. I brush my hair and put it in a messy bun and leave a few strands down.


after I'm down I put on gray five inch high heels

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after I'm down I put on gray five inch high heels. I look at myself in the mirror. Damn I look horrible. I feel like shit. I don't even try to hide the bags under my eyes. I go down stairs and grab my brother car keys. I grab my purse and book bag. I climb in my brother car. "wont your brother know you are driving his favorite jeep "says my wolf. I just block her out. I start the car and off the school I go.

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