What if all these late nights I have trouble breathing is someone trying to tell me I would be better off gone? What if all the panic attacks I have are for a reason? I'm not special and I know that. I am terrified for the future because what if I don't live life to the fullest? What if all the things that bullies have said to me are true? Maybe I truly am a freak, a slut, dumb, fat and not worth it. What if every scar I have I deserve? I feel like every time I hurt myself I deserve it. Maybe that's why I enjoy it so much. It just takes all the pain away.....
Maybe I deserve these panic attacks.
Because I don't think I'm worth it and neither does anyone else
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The shit I can't say
Short StoryThis is me. The real me. I understand this story may not be for everyone but I need a place I can let it all out. I'm done trying to be perfect
