My grandma has brought up this question so many times before and I have really been thinking about it a lot. The question is.....If money was no option would you still be where you are today or would you be going back to a situation you do not want to be in?.....I keep thinking about this my answer is no I would not still be here. I would be long gone.Nowhere near here at all....I relapsed last night it felt nice I guess. But I don't know exactly why I did it. My skin was feeling the need to hurt and sting no matter what I did it just needed to hurt. So I made it hurt I don't know if I feel bad but I'm not happy about it. I had been clean for about three months before last night but something happened but I don't know what it was. I want to say I'm sorry, I can't promise you I won't ever do it again but I can promise that I'm sorry every time I do.....
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The shit I can't say
Cerita PendekThis is me. The real me. I understand this story may not be for everyone but I need a place I can let it all out. I'm done trying to be perfect
