But I Want Him

|| Chapter One ||

OUT: moving or appearing to move away from a particular place, especially one that is enclosed or hidden.
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"I can't do this anymore you need to get out" my Aunt screams at me..

I look at her as if she has two heads.. She always threatening to put me out but I think she means it this time.. I can't believe she's kicking me out..

Every time I speak my mind or do/don't something I feel isn't my responsibility.. She seems to think I'm "mouthing off"..

"But I. Wha- why?? I'm just stating my opinion" I yelled back..

If is something that I don't like or don't agree with I'm going to speak up on it.. I'm sorry if you don't like how it comes out my mouth..

I didn't really want to be at this place anyway.. Its fucking insanely impossible to live here..

"Call your mother and tell her to come get you" she stares back at me...

"How is she suppose to come get me tho?? You know she's at work around this time" she is really irritating me..

"I don't care call your brother he has a car. Tell him to come get you. His sorry ass ain't doing nothing." She sits down on the sofa putting her glasses on sipping for her homemade glass from the jelly jar..

My Auntie says something's but I got to much respect to call her a bitch..

My moms wasn't around because of some personal reason.. Which I never understood what that meant until I got older.. She just got lost with the wrong men and drugs..

She went to get herself cleaned up when I was 12.. When the option came to where my brother and I was going to live my Aunt was the only one.. It's just really him and I to be honest..