My Gangster Prince

FIRST LOVE

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It was an ordinary day, and I was just browsing through Facebook as usual. Surprising enough, this was the first ever time I had seen someone so perfect and yet flawed at the same time. Did I just fall in love with this dude whom I don't even know? Did he just manage to see through my heart and soul by one profile photo of his? I never knew how powerful just a photo could be. I don't think even words can describe how deeply I fell for his looks right on that instance. My heart melted and burned out, just like a candle.

He had the smile of an angel, the ever-red and glowing cheeks of an average shy kid, the perfectly arched eyebrows of Marilyn Monroe, and the pair of icy blue eyes that managed to look through whole of me. However, he had multiple piercings on his ears which made him look so brutal, just like a punk on the street who can just kill you instantly. And he had a tattoo of a skull on his right arm which managed to just devour my soul and spirit at the point of time when I just looked at his photo. Both sides when added together equals to an incredible perfection. It's just like adding ice cream to a hot fudge brownie. Oh god, if I had ovaries, I'm pretty sure it just exploded all around the room, leaving no area uncovered of red blood.

"Who is this guy? But hmmm.. he looks cute and yet scary. Let me chat him up!"

"Hey! :)" I sent a message to him.

But to no avail, he did not leave a reply. Although the message was seen, he still did not bother to reply. Ugh, I knew it. God gives you hope, but for nothing sometimes. Forget it, nothing's going to happen. Stop having fat hopes for this guy, for goodness' sake.

I know you might be confused here, you are starting to wonder if the characters are off, as I started off as a dude and I am liking a dude. Yes, you got it right. I am a gay. That alone makes me all self-conscious, knowing that it was not easy at all to find a true and long lasting relationship, because most guys are straight and prefer girls.