QUOTES

- I am forever alongside the boys in jumpers on bikes from schools and cars with autumn leaves fallen sparse across the mid afternoon. She blazed about how cultural language is an operating system, a simple interface rendered feeble and listless when tested with the human condition. I never did understand, the duality of art and reality, living life and treating it as such but with a certain disconnect to touch at the cajoles of the artist with comfort and abandon and between the spires and the rolling hills of the white city that orange English light cast only one singular shadow. For you are not beside, but within me.

- Because of you I despise love songs, gag at happy couples, scream at cheesy movies, turn down  any guy who dares to flirt with me,but the thing you made me hate most of all darling, is myself.

- it's kinda like I was stuck on something that didn't exist, because even though you were in my head, I wasn't in yours, and that hurt me. A lot. Almost like I lost touch with myself searching for something that would make you crave me the way I craved you.

- I always told my lover she was beautiful, even if she wasn't my lover anymore. Cause I be loved that beautiful things always deserved to know just how beautiful they were. Because what if flowers decided they were not bright enough and simply stopped growing? What if the sun never knew the warmth that it spread on to everybody and simply let the world go cold? What if you never knew and simply, disappeared?

- I have found that it's easier to hold hands with a stranger, confess secrets anonymously online, or tell a distant family member that you love them than it is to make eye contact with the boy you still feel on your lips.