Thank You

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How can you expect me to be your friend when I know that you don't trust me? Do you expect me to take finding out that you want nothing to do with me easily? I thought we were friends, and I guess that was only me who thought that. I want to completely just give up on you, because obviously what I say and do means nothing to you. I sadly need to be friends with you even though you keep hurting me like everyone else. Sometimes I ask myself what I did to deserve being hurt the way I have been. Am I really that useless to everyone? I can't give my whole trust, but honestly I can't from being hurt too much. I thought I could trust you, but obviously I was wrong once again. Can't I have more than two friends? Is that possible? Or should I just give up? I guess I should only trust those two friends until they hurt me, too. I will just have to wait for them to do just that then. I want to be happy, but that doesn't seem possible anymore. I am coming to the decision that this pain isn't worth trying to be friends with anyone. If you ever see this, then I hope you don't care when you do, because when we see each other in person you don't care what happens or has happened to me. I hope you are happy that you were the last one to break me. You weren't the only one, just the last one to do it. I refuse to trust anyone again because of this. No more talking, no more friendships, and, hopefully, soon no more you. Thank you.

I have felt hatred all my life by anyone who has just met me. Even walking down a street or hallway, I feel like there is no one there who wants to talk or see me. From being hurt by so many times for different reasons, I have no more trust for anyone new. You can blame me, but it wasn't all my fault. I thought that I could trust those people like you, but that was wrong in almost every way. My eyes are still opening to the real world, and I wish they weren't opening as fast as they are. My whole world is almost completely destroyed, and I believe there is no way to fix my mind anymore. I hate you for everything you have caused, and I wished I never knew you. Meeting you wasn't my choice, it was someone else's. That person was wrong, we would like each other. You hated me the whole time we were friends. I wish I could have seen it sooner before I fell in too deep. I am now filled with anger again just from thinking about you. Thank you.

I wish to be left alone now, and to never have to communicate with anyone again. If I don't communicate with anyone, then I will never have the chance to be hurt again. I am succeeding in my wish, because I moved to a new school in a new town far from you. Hopefully, I never see you again like I plan. You probably don't even notice I am gone, because you hated me. If you have noticed, then you must be jumping over the moon in joy. A lot of people are probably happy that I am gone, because of how annoying I can be. I am happy now, too. I am very happy that no one knows me here. They can judge me all they want, because I don't know who they so I can't care. I don't care anymore, because of you and what you did to me. Thank you.

I have a year left of high school until I have to go to college, and I can't wait to leave school. School has always been terrible for me ever since I met you. I use to love going to school with my one friend, but the instant my friend and I reached middle school that all ended. I met you in middle school, and I should have realized that you still didn't like me from just being stuck in most of our classes together. We had to become friends, so you could have someone to talk to even if you hated them. You were friends with everyone, and I was too stupid to realize I was being used until it was too late. I wish to go back and change the events from the past, but I like the person I am now. I can't be hurt or bothered by anyone again. Thank you.

I just realized how much happier I am here in this new school. The work is completely easy, and I am passing without even bothering to try. Having no friends is probably the best thing that has happened to me, because I now have more time to work on school work and there is less drama in my life. I don't have to worry about anyone anymore, because there is no one here that I am close to. You have taught me not to care anymore, and I am able to live without having to worry about anything that anyone does even it has to do with me. I don't have to worry anymore and just be happy. Thank you.

I have decided to make some friends, because the teachers keep telling me that I need to work on projects with people so I might as well make some friends. I won't trust these friends, but they will be someone to talk to and to work on projects with. I do hope one day that I will trust these people that I am making friends with. I don't want to be like you. I don't want to treat people like you, but I need to learn first what it is like to have a real friend in my life. The only problem is that you have helped destroy all my trust in people that I had left. The people that I am surrounding myself with seem to be nice and to the point. I hope that I can learn to trust them unlike how I can trust you, but without you I wouldn't have changed for the better. Thank you.

I hope you are happy and are living life to the fullest like I am now going to try to do. Even though you hate me and I should hate you, I can't. You helped me become a better person and more ware of my surroundings. I was a fool, and I should have stayed away like I thought I should. It was all my fault, but at least I opened my eyes just a little to what is in store for me in the future. Thank you for helping me realize that, the smaller the number in close friends the less likely someone gets hurt.

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