Congenital insensitivity to pain→ryden ✓

it all begins

RYANS P.O.V

Well...another school year yep um..yeah schools hell worst than the one my parents had when raising me oh nothing new when you parents sell there souls for money,fame,and a god damn mansion yeah and there one and only kid comes out cursed and doomed for life,hell like I said oh I have no problems with life except there times I go insane and go on a rampage for blood and souls I prefer blood more tho anyway. I've been at this school for about 2 years,I like dorm schools a lot like this one except when I get  stomach pains  worst than life it self a go and get  Piercing red eyes like some god damn animal......god I hate life so much some times I feel like ending it but I feel like I have some one or some one to live for,though I have my hellish insecuritys some things I have to hide for the good of my life...and another for others

One problem I have,that I often remember the time that I did accidentally kill someone on campus.....one day I was so fed up with the thought of how I live I went on a .....well a diet no blood or souls ever again....well I thought I went 5 months the worst fucking months of my life I thought I was going too die my room mate as far as it goes thought I was having a drug withdrawal....little did he know I couldn't take the pain any more the constant blurry vision,throwing up,sweating,crying,passing out,making  a fool of my self basically .my roommate Gerard well I killed him..the first time I ever killed someone I know that may come as a shock but I get from the local hospital my devil mom has tiesoff.Anyways night...night journal

2nd day of school my heart gets darker I live on its like I feel my emotions slip away every time my birthday comes around,guess that's another curse too,I silp into the hallways to get to my first class math or aka hell I hate it ugh...as soon as I walk into my fucking class I see them chanting my damn name HAPPY BRITHDAY RYAN!!!!!!!!, I whisper accordingly ,fuck off and then walk off ......as always I can see as I walk off the class seemed to be distraught and confused hey I didn't give 2  fucks as I walk to the bathroom a bit faster I can feel hunger coming on..."too soon" I wisper i collide with a boy quite shorter than me,cu... Nice ruffled hair and seemed hella.....unsurprised what the fuck I accidentally bumped him so hard I have a head ake now "oh god I'm so sorry are yo..." Yep I'm always ok " he cuts me off with,um......OK as my hunger gets a bit more stronger because of the headache.

I get up and he follows "what's your name..." I asked ,brendon he says in a hellish mono tone voice,Brendon urie he continued "cool" I reply "and...you " ry...Ryan ross ,I I get triped up my words for some dumb reason "OK I have to go" I say as my hunger rises heavily in a jerk tone I rush off to the bathroom..."OK" Brendon says as he walks off.