Lust Is Not The Word

Almost

6:30 p.m.

I called Jae

(Ringing)
Me: are u still going to come over during your break?

Jae: I don't even have enough time, they having me work during my break time, and next break won't be til 7.

Me: oh damn okay, well I guess I'll hit you up in the morning.

Jae: aih shorty I love you and talk to u later.

Me: love you too.
(Hangs up)

I had nothing to do so I grabbed me a bottle of fresh Hennessey, and just started downing it without any breaks.

I seen Ronnie pass bye.

"Ugh fucking pitiful," I said while I'm tipsy making my way to being fully drunk.

I seen him take a step back into my doorway.

"Yeah you fool, you fucking pitiful you can't find a bitch to fuck that's your own age", I said as my words stumble.

"Little girl don't try me "

"Is this what you call trying you?" laughing while steady drinking.

"Put that damn bottle down"

"No the fuck, once again, your not my dad and never will be"

He gets close to me leaning in as if he was going in for a kiss.

"Get the fuck away from me dude," I grabbed for my mace on my desk top next to my bed and aimed it at him.

"I will mace the fuck out of you", I said.

"Put that shit down",he said while moving back a little.

"No fool I will mace your ass"

He knocked the mace can out of my hand and straddled me onto the bed holding me down and holding my hands above my head.

"Get the fuck off of me"

He bites my neck hard and licks it.

"Your fucking disgusting", I said while my voice starts to shake.

" I told you to shut the fuck up", he said.

He holds me down for another second and let's me go fast.

"Watch your damn mouth next time," he said while leaving the house.

I buried my face in my pillow.

"I FUCKING HATE THIS DAMN HOUSE!", I yelled.

7:30 p.m.

I called my sister Niecy to see what was she doing for the day so I could get the fuck out of that house.

"Hello"

"Yeah wassup sis," she said.

"What you getting yourself in today"

"Shidd for now I'm just chilling and later on I'm planning on going to Rodrick block party"

Rodrick is her ex boyfriend that she claim to not have any feeling for whatsoever.

"Oh am I invited I need something to do, I cant be stuck in this shitty as hell hole any longer"

"Hell yea biiiittchhh lets turn the fuck up tonight, and kirra coming too"

Kirra has been my best friend forever, she my down chick.

"Oh ok its going to so fun, I haven't seen her in so long"

"I'll be there to pick you up around 9:00 p.m. or 10:00 p.m."

"Okay ill talk to you then"

(hangs up)

I started my pre-turn up early. I rolled 3 blunts and started smoking and taking mini shots of Grey Goose. I like to already be hyped up before going to a party.