Lust Is Not The Word

Ugh

I stormed out the house and got into my car.

FUCK! FUCK!

My car wouldn't start. I just sat there like a dumbass.

30 my minutes passed by and I went back into the house.

"Change of mind", my mom said as I entered the house.

"Ugh leave me alone", I said rolling my eyes.

"I'm about to go to work" ,she said while gathering her things.

Runs back down the stairs.

"No mom please don't go to work please please please" I said while hugging her tight not wanting to let go.

"What's wrong with you"

"Mom please don't leave me here alone", I started to cry

"Joy what has gotten into you, your going to be here with Ronnie"

She grabbed her things and left anyways.

I ran upstairs and closed my door and locked it this time.

5:00 p.m.

This one is for the boys with the booming system
Top down AC with the coolest system (Nicki)..my phone rung. It was my baby's father Jonathan

"Hey stranger"

"Wassup ma, I heard you're back in town"

"Yeah it's been hell for the little amount of time that I have been here"

"Oh damn ma, but when can I come see my baby"

"You can come now if you want"

"Oh hell yeah I'm on my way"

"Okay", I said as I smiled hard as fuck listening to his deep sexy ass voice.

Jonathan is the love of my life , he might be the only thing close to happiness in Miami.

6:00 p.m.

(Knock knock)

I went to open the door for Jonathan. He comes in and immediately straddles me into a hug.

Hugs him." Aren't you happy" , I said while smiling hard.

"Yeah ma I missed you, where is my beautiful mini me"

"Shes upstairs", I said laughing.

He rushed upstairs and picked her up and starts to kiss her all over her face.

"Damn you must've really missed her"

"Hell yeah", he said while holding her.

"You can keep her for a weekend or so, shit hard around here and I don't want her here to see me like this"

"Oh shit you for real, I'm about to take her home and spoil her and show her off to my homeboy and his ugly ass bitch"

Laughs hard. "Not a good ideas, but Jon your so good at father duties, why can't you put that much effort into a relationship"

Everything got quiet.

"Nevermind that, but how you been?", I said sitting on the bed

"You know same ole same ole grinding with my hustle trying to keep bread on the table"

"True, true".

"So I'll take Joi and I'll be back next weekend ,ok?"

"Okay"

We both walked downstairs after packing Joi clothes for the weekend. I gave him the biggest hug as he left, he smiled so hard.

6:00 p.m.

I was bored out of my mind I had nothing to do so I decided to just smoke and get drunk as fuck.