Lust Is Not The Word

Ahh Fuck

9:00 p.m.

I got online to check my mid term scores for school.

FUCK FUCK FUCK! NOT AGAIN, HOW THE FUCK DID I FAIL THIS TEST AGAIN! How am I suppose to go too the 11th grade if I failed my Mid Term. Yes in only in 10th grade.

Goes to my room and gets my weed and starts to roll up

"The hell u think you're doing," a voice from behind me said

It was Ronnie. I guess you can call him my "Step dad"

"You will not be in here getting high while your mom is at work working her ass off," he says as he walks towards me and snatching the blunt out of my hand.

"You don't fucking control me, I don't even know you fool, give me my shit back"

He raised his hand at me as if he was going to smack the daylight out of me.
I gave him the lighter and as he left slammed my bedroom door.

"I FUCKING HATE YOU"

He walks back into my room looking at me with a creepy ass smile.

"Yeen got to like me, but I bet you every penny in my pocket, you're going to respect me after tomorrow," he says while licking his lips sizing me.

"Whatever"

He walked out. I locked my bedroom door this time.

11:00

It's time for me to get my baby girl ready for bed. I took her clothes off and placed her in her little tubby as I ran water. I placed the water high so the tubby won't take long to get a certain about of water in it. I started to daydream.

(Flashbacks)
"Joy you are the best daughter in the world and don't let anyone tell you any different," my dad said while hugging me.

Crying

SHIT SHIT!

The water in the tubby was filling up above my baby's head.

Takes her out and kisses her.

"I'm so sorry baby girl," kissing her and crying"

"Mommy so sorry, I was just thinking about your grandpa"

Puts her clothes on and places her in her bed to go to sleep.

I took my shower and also got ready for bed.

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Just wait for the twist