Shug pov: i woke up at 3:00 in the morning n rushed to the bathroom. I let out damn near all my insides.i felt my hair being lifted.
Karee-you alright? (Sleepy voice)
I started coughing.
Me-yeah. .go back to sleep.
I got up n rinsed my mouth out.i changed my clothes n walked to the balcony. I layed down on the chair.
Karee came out.
Him-Baby come back to bed.
I didn't want to tell him that i wasnt feeling good so i got up n layed back in the bed. I tried sleeping but it was so hot .i ran to the bathroom again for the second time. I went to the balcony n layed on the chair. I started falling asleep.i was asleep for a couple hours till karee woke me up.
Him-what you doing out here?
Me-its hot asl in that room.
He layed next to me.
Him-Baby you know i can't sleep without you by my side.
Thats bullshit😒
Me-oh
Him-do you see a future with me?
Me-well yeah. Why you ask?
Him-because i wanna marry you
Me-marry me?
Him-yeah well you pregnant n its only right that i marry you bae.
I started getting pissed off.
Me-nigga you trying to say i trapped you! ?😠😡
Him-bae calm down i didn't say you trapped me.i just thought that it was only right.we live together we got a kid on the way ...why not.
I slapped tf outta him
Me-i want you to propose because you WANT TO n thats how you feel. Not because you think it's fucking right. I didn't trap you you free to walk whenever you want. When you fucking love someone so deeply and you know in your heart n soul that that person is forever n is ur soulmate thats when you propose NOT because u get them fucking knocked up purposely then convince them to move in now you wanna marry them.if thats how it really is then so be it.
I walked inside the closest n packed some clothes. I put on a black leather jacket, my white tanktop, my black skinnies n my white uggz .i put my hair in a messy bun n grabbed my bag .i saw jakaree sitting on the bed with his head in his hands. I walked out n slammed the door. I ran to my white bmw n sped off towards the one person ik gnna understand me.
I couldn't stop crying. That shit really hurt me.
I pulled up to his momma house n knocked on the door. She opened it .
Me-hey mami
Her-shug whats wrong? ????
She let me in n i sat on the couch. Me-im alright mami
I tried to keep from crying but i couldn't help it.
Me-im sorry theses hormones be getting to me.
Her-thats bull shit now spill it.
I told her everything.
Her-he is wrong. N i would've slapped his ass too.i can't believe he said that. But one thing i know is he really does love you.you changed my son more than you could ever think of.and your carrying his first child. Don't let his words keep you from loving him.your one of a kind baby n i love you like my own.i remember when Jakaree came over bragging about you. He was like ma i met this beautiful girl at the movies .ion know what to do she got stabbed. He sounded so hurt .the question you need to ask yourself is do you want this to work. I know that's my baby boy but also your carrying my first grandchild n i don't want you stressing.
Me-i really do love him.hes my headache. I can't sleep without him. Hes my everything. I honestly didn't wanna rush us . I thought he wanted a future with me but he basically said that he was trapped.
Me-mami i know you tired.ima get going i love you.
Her-i love you too.are you sure you don't wanna crash here?
Me-im okay mami i know hes gonna pop up here.and if i see him i just might slap him again.
She laughed n hugged me.
Me-make sure you lock the door mami .
Her-i will .
I walked to my car and drove off.
I went to my dad house.
His guards had their guns pointed at me.
King-yall better let yall fucking guns down this my daughter.
I gave him a hung n sat down.
Him-whats wrong where jakaree?
Me-we got into it...can i crash here?
Him-we gne talk about it in the morning.
He showed me to the guest room. Me-if he call tell him im not here.
He laughed n walked to his room.
I took off my uggz n layed down.
I couldn't sleep at all😠.
I stayed up all night .
I dragged myself to the bathroom n took a shower. I put on some blue joggers, my white shirt n my white air forces.
I straightened my hair n put in my lip peircing. I walked downstairs n sat down.
King-morning princess
Me-morning.
Him-we need to start talking so first i wanna know how many months are you?
Me-4
He smiled.
Him- what happened last night?
I told him everything.
Him-he better hope i don't slap his ass.let him think about it for awhile then talk to him .
I walked to the kitchen n grabbed his cookies.
Him-uhhh uuhhh them my cookies
Me-not anymore 😂
Him-you and de'andre just alike.
Then his phone rung .
Phone convo:
Him-what
???.......
Him-i heard
????.......
Him- ion know check Cameron house
I looked at him.
Him- yo baby zaddyyy looking for you
Me-😂don't ever say that n what he say?
Him-he probably coming over. He looking for you. Nigga soun like he been crying n shit.
I shook my head n grabbed some bacon,eggs n grits.i made the waffles n then the grits.i finished n made him a plate.
Him-thanks baby girl.
I ate my food n walked towards the door.
Me-ill be back
Him-be safe
I walked to my car n drove off .i knocked on cam door.
Him-hayyy boo
Me-get dressed
He ran upstairs.
20 mins later he came down in some white pants,a red shirt n his red vans .
Me-Bestfran lookin sexyy
He laughed n walked to my car.
Him-you still didn't talk to him?
Me-nope.
I wanted to take care of my bestfriend today. I drove to the mall.
Me-get anything you want
He smiled n grabbed my hand.
We got matching bracelets .he got clothes, shoes,hats.
Him-i had so much fun with you.
Devin called him n told him he home.i dropped him off n drove to back to my dad house. I walked upstairs n layed down.
😳I miss my baee
I started looking at pictures of us.
Then he texted me.
Karee-Baby please talk to me.
Karee-i need you. I couldn't even sleep.
Karee-shug??
Karee-shugggggggg
Karee-😭😟😯
I shook my head n then he started calling me from face time. I ignored it .
I took a picture of my sad face n posted it on instagram with the caption.
@Shug_a lil drizzed -😳😳😳😳.
I started rubbing my stomach .
Then i drifted to sleep.
