Jakaree pov: i fucked up bad.the thing is i was trying to get the girl out. She started feeling on me n i told her no n ta get out.next thing i know my boi in her mouf.i started enjoying it till i heard somebody sit down. It was shug man.she looked so hurt.n the fact that im the cause of it.she didn't even fight the hoe she killed her.i drove to king house to get my lil man cuz i know shug probably clearing her head.i knocked on the door n he answered.
Me-aye ..i came to get Ny.
King-you late asf blood.
Me-what?
King-shug been got him.
Omfg.
King-what did you do to her?she was crying ..now i said we was cool but when it comes to my daughter i don't fucking play ill kill who tf ever.
I told him everything.
King-you better thank god rn that you got a son because if you didn't you head would be in my fire place.
Me-i know i fucked up man i got caught in the moment.
King-i don't wanna see you right now. I really wanna fucking kill you.
I walked out n sped off home.
Soon as i got there i ran upstairs.
Me-BABY?
Nothing.
I looked in Ny'Reek room n saw all his shit gone. Then i walked to me n shug room.all her shoes n clothes were gone.
Me-FUCK! !
I punched a hole in the wall n called her.no answer. Then i called cam.
Phone convo:
Cam-hello.
Me-cam ...is shug n Ny'Reek with you.
Cam-no.whats going on?
I told him everything.
Me-please can you help me find them.
Click.
He hung up.
I tried calling back but no answer. I slid down the wall n lit a blunt.i gotta find out how ima get my baby back.
Shug pov:i been up all night crying. Ny'Reek started crying. I sat up n grabbed him.
Me-whats wrong fatt?
I changed his diaper n kissed his cheek.i made him a bottle then my phone rang.it was cam tryna face time me.i answered.
Cam-hey shug.
Me-hey....
Cam-you look like you been crying all night.
Me-oh..
Cam-shug i miss you so much n im so sorry please just forgive me.
Me-i forgive you.
He started smiling.
Cam-where are you?
Me-you not gone tell nobody?
Cam-no ..jakaree called me last night crying n shit asking about you. When he told me what happened i hung up in his face.
Me-my nigga my nigga.
Cam-can i come over.
Me-im at holiday inn,7th floor room 68b.
Cam -im on my way.
N with that he hung up.
I slid on some black joggers n a grey shirt.
I put Ny on a black jumpsuit that said baby face in yellow n his yell n black booties.
I brushed his hair .i heard a knock at the door. I layed Ny in his carseat n opened the door.
Cam- hey baby girl.
I hugged him.
He took off his shoes n ran to Ny.
Cam-there go my baby.
He picked up Ny.
Cam-i missed you man.
He started smiling showing his gums.
Cam-spill da tea.
Me-okay well rage said he had to go to the trap n get money out his safe.i let him go.i was going downstairs n i seen his phone. So in my head im like lemme go give him his phone. I go there n the door locked.then i heard him say get tf out,no ,then i heard moaning. I picked the lock n saw him getting head.cam that shit tore my heart out.n the fact that i sat there n he didn't even notice me he was grabbing her head n shit.i had to sit infront of them for him to acknowledge my presence. She was smiling n i sent one to her head.he tried to plead his damn case then had the nurve to say he got caught in the moment. I took off dat ring n walked off.
Cam-thats fucked up...did he even try to grab you?
Me-yeah n i punched his ass.
Cam-how you feel?
Me-i don't think i can forgive him for this .i forgave him for alot of shit.i know niggas think that getting head aint cheating but c'mon if i was to get head n he walk in he would be completely done with me .i thought that he actually wanted to marry me.if you in a fucking trap n a hoe cme to you. You know good n gottdamn well to let her know you taken n if she try to come on to you push her ass n walk away. But nah this dummy let her do that.so far i got 96 missed calls from him ,15 from my dad ,53 texts from him n 10 from my dad.
Cam-wow thaz crazy.
Ny'Reek started crying.
Cam-you going back ?
Me-nope.
Cam-wanna go shopping?
Me-yeah.
Cam-ill watch him while you get dressed.
I walked to my bags n carried them to the bathroom. After washing up i put on a white crop top hoodie that said loyalty in black, my acid washed skinnies n my white n black timbs.i got them painted.one side had shit on it.n the other had the whole boot decorated.i put my hair in a messy bun n put on my jewelry.
I walked out.
Cam-yasssss bitchhhh.
Me-you so silly.
I grabbed Ny'Reek n pup him on a blue shirt that said so handsome in white, his white lil skinnies n his white lil bootie timbs.i put his little baby chain on.
Cam-i already packed his bag.
I grabbed a small jordan book bag n put his diapers n stuff in there .
Cam carried him out to his car.
39 mins later we pulled up to the mall.
Cam-where the stroller?
Me-ion need one.
I put the bookbag on n grabbed Ny'Reek. I put his little spongebob blanket over him n carried him with his head in my chest.
Cam-where you wanna go first?
Me-you choose.
He walked in to footlocker n i followed. I was looking around until a lady stopped me.
Her-can i see your baby?
I took off the blanket. N
He was sleeping.
Her-omggg he is so handsome.
Me-(chuckles) thank you.
I moved him around a little bit n he woke up.
Her-his eyes are so cuteee omgggg.
I laughed n he started going back to sleep.
Her-whats his name?
Me-Ny'Reek.
Her-it fits him perfectly.
Me-thanks...im shug btw.
Her-im kelly but people call me kells.i really gotta go but heres my number. .you seem koo.
She smiled then ran out.
Cam-you ready?
Me-yeah.
I put the blanket back on my Ny'Reek n walked out.alot of people were asking to see Ny'Reek. We walked into Macy's n i seen Jakaree n ant but they didn't see me.
Cam-go left.
I walked over towards the baby section. Jakaree saw me n ran over.
Jakaree- hey .
I ignored him.
Him-i am so so sorry.
I tried to walk away n he pulled me back.
Him-Baby please! Don't do this to me please.
Me-i don't accept apologies. You figure out another plan.
Him-can i at least hold my son?
I handed Ny to him.
Thats one thing no matter what im going thru ima still make sure my son keep a bond with his dad.
Jakaree- where you staying at?
Me-nun of your business. Dont worry bout me..You worry about dem hoes u got.
Him-i don't got no hoes just a fiance.
Me-had ..(mumbles).
Him-please.
Me-you don't know how i feel. You don't know how in love i am with you. I show up to give you your phone n you holding this chick head while she sucking you. I accepted all your apologies before but this time...i can't. Let me go n let a nigga eat me out n u walk in...you would've took dat ring back n told me to get the hell out.there wouldn't be no tryna fix it.you don't understand my pain .every time i look at you i see that image all over again. You actually believed you would get head n i wasn't gon find out? I see you for what you really are.see this?(i pointed to my shirt) this called loyalty...somethin you don't know about now excuse me.
I grabbed Ny'Reek n walked off .
Cam-you okay?
Me-im fine.
Then ant walked up.
Ant-shug you wrong.
Me-kiss my ass ant im not wrong yo dumb ass friend cheated on me n i saw it now move tf out my way.
He was standing there looking dumb asf.
I walked outside n sat on the bench.i guess i was so in deep thought i didn't notice somebody sit next to me .i glanced over n it was this fine ass dark skin dude wid dreads .
Him-you okay?
Me-yeah im fine.
Him-why you here looking sad..
I straight faced him.
Him-lemme guess boyfriend problems?
Me-i guess.
Him-my name larry .
Me-oh okay.
Him-can i see your baby?
I lifted the blanket n he smiled at Ny'Reek.
Him-lil man look just like you.
Me-thanks..
Then cam walked over.
Cam-shug somebody looking at u.
I looked back n saw jakaree looking at me .
I got up n walked away.
Cam-who was you talking to?
Me-some dude ...he sat next to me tryna flirt.
Cam started laughing.
Ny'Reek was wide awake. I took the blanket off him n kissed his cheek.
Me-hey fattt.
He started smiling.
I sat down at a table n looked around. Then Jakaree sat down.
Jakaree- shug i got you these.
He pulled out a box.
I opened it n looked at it.it was a gold heart necklace, earrings to match and the same ring he proposed with. I looked up n straight faced him.
Me-im just posta accept this n forget about what you did? N be like ohh baby lets go home.
He looked sad.
Me-i don't care how you feel. This shit right here not fixing my broken heart.n it damn sho aint fixing us .
Him-ill see yall later...can you bring him over?
Me-what time?
Him-round 7 or 8.
Me-aite.
He kissed Ny'Reek cheek then walked off.
I looked down at my baby n smiled.
