forgive me.

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Shug pov: i slid out of bed n walked to the bathroom. I took a 40 minute shower. I went through my bag .its kinda cold outside. I slid on my white tanktop,my camouflage jacket,my blue jean skinnies with the rips in them n my camouflage combat boots.i put my hair in a ponytail n slid on my earrings.
Cam-owee get it bitch.
I laughed n grabbed a donut.
I dropped cam off n drove to go see my lil man.
20 mins i pulled up n unlocked the door. I walked to Ny'Reek room n didn't see him .i walked in the other room n saw jakaree n Ny sleep. It was sooo cute.they both didn't have a shirt on.jakaree had on basketball shorts n Ny had on some little shorts..they both were making the same face. I took a picture n posted it on instagram with the caption.
@Shug_😋-this is so cute.
I walked downstairs n went to the kitchen. I made sausages, grits,eggs,bacon n waffles.
I made me a plate n put jakaree plate in the microwave.its crazy how i still do nice things for him.
I ate my food n walked to Ny'Reek room.i walked in the room n saw jakaree up..he still had Ny on his chest.
Jakaree- morning.
Me-Wassup.
I grabbed Ny n carried him to his room .i filled up his baby bath n put him in it.he started screaming.
Me-you really gone do that to me?
He was looking at me.
I started laughing.
I washed his lil tummy .
I started recording us.
Me-Nyyyyyyyy give mommy kiss.
I puckered up my lips n he smiled.
I kissed his cheek then his tummy.
Me-mommy baby so handsome.
I picked him up n wrapped him in a towel.then jakaree walked in.
Jakaree-what he wearing today?
I gave him Ny n walked to the closet. I picked him out a white onzie,his red n black polo jumsuit n his red n black lil booties.i put his red hat on n his little gold chain.
I turned around n looked at jakaree .he had on a black button up shirt,maroon skinnies n his maroon n black jordans.his hair was out n curly n he had a grill in his mouth.
Lawd give me the strength i need not to jump on this man.
Jakaree-see something you like?
Me-nope.
He laughed n stepped closer.
Jakaree- oh for real?
I bit my lip n looked down.
Me-can we not...
He nodded his head n i grabbed Ny.
Me- your plate in the microwave by the way. He took off running downstairs.
I carried Ny down n sat him in his little swing.
I walked in the kitchen n saw karee eating. I made Ny a bottle n grabbed him. I watched him eat for awhile then his eyes started closing.
When i looked up karee was looking at me.
Jakaree- can we talk?
Me-....sure.
Jakaree- ever since you been gone i haven't been able to sleep, eat right nun of that. I messed up yes i did and it will never happen again the next hoe that come on to me ima kill they ass ..
He got on his knees.
Him-Baby i can't lose you. You mean the world to me,...i want you in my future i need you in my future. .i know this wont make up for what i put you through but its a start.i love you shyterria i really really do .
He wiped my tears.
I wanted to kiss him so bad but i couldn't give in that easily i smiled at him.
I put Ny in his carseat n put two blankets over him.
He carried him to the car n i got in.the whole car ride was silent.
30 mins later we pulled up to his mom house n i got out. I knocked on the door n she swung it open.
Her-MY BABIESSSS.
I laughed n hugged her.
Me-hey mami.
She grabbed Ny n sat down. I saw karee grandma sitting down.
Me-hii granny.
She laughed n hugged me.
Her-how yall been.
Me-...good.
Karee looked at me.
Mami-no they haven't Jakaree got head from a girl at the trap n she saw.
My eyes got wide asf.
I glanced over at karee n sat down.
Granny-really Jakaree.
He scratched his head n looked at me.
Mami-you stay there?
Me-no ma'am.
Granny-where you staying?
Mami- i bet a hotel because i did that with karon(Jakaree dad).
Jakaree- can we not talk about this right now.
Then i got a call from ant.
Phone convo:
Me-what do you want?
Ant-i know you mad at me but listen. ...dad is gone.
Me-what you mean gone...where did he go?
Ant-i think he got snatched up shyterria the trap was raided.
Me-alright um ...meet me at the caffe on 3rd in 10 mins tell everybody to be at the trap in 30 who else witchu?
Ant- dre...
Me-alright well you better tell everybody if they don't be there by the time im there its gne be a problem.
Ant-aite.
N with that i hung up.
Mami-everything okay?
Me-yes..um mami can you watch Ny for a couple hours?
Mami-of course.
Me-Jakaree lets go.
I hugged mami n granny n ran to the car.karee got in n i sped off.
Karee-whats going on.
Me-Ant said king is missing n the trap got raided.
Karee-wtf.
Me-yeah. .n hes not answering my calls.
I pulled up to the caffe n got out .we walked in the far back n i spotted ant.we sat infront of him.
Me-ima need you, dre,n antwon to go by the other traps n see if anybody heard anything.
I put my head in my hands.
Karee-are You okay?
Me-no.
I have the strongest bond with my dad .he get on my nurves but i love him i swear if something happens to him im gne raise hell.
Ant-aite sis we bouta head out.
I hugged them both n grabbed karee arm.
Karee-itll be better if you held my hand.
I looked at him.
Karee-(chuckles) im just saying bae.
Me-don't call me that.
Karee-we never broke up so you still my baby n even if you did you still mines.
I laughed n got in the car.
20 mins later i pulled up to the trap n got out.everybody was in the meeting room .
I grabbed my 45 n walked in.
Everybody stopped talking.
Karee sat down n pulled me in his lap 😒.
Me-aite so wassup with this king missing shit?3rd mount (trap) got raided?
Erin-boss we sorry.
Me-you apologising  to me right now?
He looked the other way.
Me-erin ima deal with you later.
I felt karee hand on my thigh.
Me-nobody knows what happened?
Mike-obviously  not.
I grabbed my 45 n shot passed his head.
Me-you wanna run that by me again?
Mike-no ma'am.
Me-im trying my best to be as nice as i can to yall.but you pushing it.so heres whats gonna happen i need joe,birt,wayne n fred to go to the lab n run the cameras.
They got up n left.
Me-the rest of yall better figure out who dafuq took him n the location in the next hour or i swear nun of yall will make it home .
Erin-boss what you tryna say ?
Me-wanna be the first to find out?
Erin-no ma'am.
Me-yall dismissed. N remember yall got a hour .ima be upstairs. Yall better use dem walkie talkies n get ta work.
They all got up .
I got up n walked up the stairs.
I went in my office n sat in the chair.
I called cam.
Phone convo:
Cam-Wassup babes.
Me-heyy baby .
I saw karee looking at me.
Cam-what you doing?
Me-at the trap.
Cam-jakaree there?
Me-yes.
Cam-i miss you bestfiend.
Me-awwwww baby i miss you too (chuckles) .
Cam-he probably mad asf 😂😂😂.
Me-hell yeah his face red asf bitch😂.
Cam-anyways word on the street ya mom has him.
Me-what?
Cam-i don't know how true that is but keep in mind.im gonna make some more phone calls.
Me-okay.
N with that he hung up.
Karee got up n hovered over me.
Me-May i help you?
He smirked n got down on his knees.
Me-what you doing?
Karee- shhhhh.
I slid the chair back and got up.
Me-no im not bouta do that.
He pulled my infont of him and kissed me.
Lorddd this mannn.
He started rubbing on me and i pulled away.
Karee-what's wrong?
Me-you still think everything A1,and its not.
Karee-baby i swear that will never happen again, i am so sorry.
I kissed him.
Me-i forgive you.

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