Jakaree pov:i let my anger get the best of me And when i saw shug i lost it.i didn't realize how hard i pushed her until i noticed she was on the ground gasping for air.
Me-baby!im so sorry.
King ran down and called a nurse.
King- what the fuck happened??
Cam-he pushed her and im bouta beat his ass!
Me-i didn't mean to man.
The nurse ran over and put an oxygen mask on her face.
Fml right now.
Everybody was yelling at me n shit.
After a few hours she was still out.
I drove home and carried her upstairs. After laying her down i went downstairs to call my mom.
I need all the advice i can get right now. I feel like crying thats how much it hurts.
I ended up texting my ma.
Text mode:
Me-maa 😩😟😳?
Momma-what Jakaree. ..whats wrong?
Me-ma i really messed up...
Momma-how so?
Me-Alright so it was a situation at the trap ..we were outnumbered. N dese niggas was talking bout killing shug and the boys.i was mad..really really pissed off and some how bodies was droppin like flies..i ended up seeing shug and i got so mad and i pushed her ma....she fell hard and was gasping for air then she passed out. I swear i didn't mean to hurt her ...i just don't know what to do right now.
Momma-you did what! !?JAKAREE KARON CARTER i raised you better than that. ..you know shyterria was JUST in the hospital. .she was still supposed to be in there...honestly im mad at you and when i see you im going to beat your ass!but for right now you better get to kissing ass because what you did was wrong! I love you. .god knows i do but you take on that part from your dad..so Jakaree you better go make sure shes okay and get to apologizing. Don't even text back because im mad and disappointed. .DON'T YOU EVER PUT YOUR HANDS ON A FEMALE! 😠Go apologize now JAKAREE!
I took a deep breath.even tho she cursed me out she still gave me advice. I walked upstairs and slowly opened the door. ..my heart started to tighten.
Shug pov: i slowly opened my eyes and noticed Jakaree sitting at the edge of the bed with his head in his hands. I instantly remembered the current events. My heart shattered. ..i wasn't even mad i was hurt.why would you push me?my body is still on fire. I guess ill go to the doctors and get some medicine.
I got up and he turned around n looked at me .he looked like he was crying.
Jakaree-baby im so sorry.
I decided today ill ignore everybody except for my kids n cam.
I walked to the closet and put on my blue skinny jeans,my white, t-shirt and my white and blue foams.
I put on my blue polo jacket .
I straightened my hair and slid on my white polo hat with the blue horse.i glanced at Karee and walked downstairs. And of course he was running after me.
Jakaree- please talk to me.
I wiped my tears and ran to my car.i ignored his screams and sped off to to clinic.
After i got my pain meds and some stuff to rap my stomach, shoulder and hand.i went to the liquor store. I got peach ciroc,Hennessey and mascoto . I pulled up to cam house and unlocked the door.
Me-CAM?
He ran downstairs and hugged me.
Cam-you alright?
Me-im str8.
I pulled out some weed and the drinks.
Cam-bitchhh u came prepared.
Me-lol u already know.
I turned on my broken heart playlist and this beat started playing.
Cam-bitchhhhhh we bouta make some videos on instagram n snapchat.
I started laughing n drunk some Hennessey.
He turned on his stereo and the beat started playing again.
Me-what we going on first?
Cam-bitch instagram now goo.
Me-damn this boy done put his hands on me.i been tryna figure out why im still runnin .i got my sons n my nigga c so its really nothing. I watched u cheat i watched u lie but im still struttn i think its time to end with peace so all this shit that you say you do fa me bitch this nothing new to me .you ever touch me again im blow yo ass up wit my silver peace. Givin money out cuz babies saying that they barely eat.you callin me your wife but nigga this ring gone ...you see .im tired of your shit you better man up or take a d ...look at dis henny in my hand nigga you wrong fa that. And fa me to be sitting here......im strong for that. You show up wid an apology and im like .....gone with that. You wasn't sorry when you was doing that. Now its all peachy .u smoking ya blunt n my voice is all screetchy .you smiling and shit and im trying to face it cuz this shit is just a mess and you said i was the best but how you hit me where it hurts ...now u got me all stressed.
Cam-BITCHHH YASSSSSS!!!
i laughed and grabbed my phone.
@swavee_💦👅-me n my Day1 to damn high✋.
Some people started commenting.
@Rico_dabest-DAMN!you beautiful. .who put they hands on you😠😡?? ?
@Tyrell-746-i would love to take you away from that pain.come fuck wid a real nigga👌.
@andy-bitch_i get it-damn can i have you.❓ ..lemme lick ya stress away.
@Shug_moanin_rage-take yall THIRSTY asses on somewhere. She TAKEN .Foh.
Then he texted me .
Text mode.
Bae-dakvng😘-you can go on instagram. But can't answer my calls😕.
Me-fym i can go on insta but can't answer yo calls📱?nigga i have nothing to say to you.
Bae-dakvng😘-baby please just let me talk to you for a few minutes.
Me-TALK.
Bae-dakvng😘-i half to say it face to face...where are you?
Me-where it look like im at?
Bae-dakvng😘-cam ...house...im around the corner. .come outside.
Me-ughh..aite.
Text mode over.
Me-cam Jakaree wanna talk..ill be outside.
Cam-girl im bouta go wake up devin.
Me-nasty ass.
I laughed n walked outside.
I saw karee pull up in his black on black truck.
I crossed my arms n watched him hop out .
LAWDDD this man looked so sexy.
He had on a white shirt,light blue jean pants and some black and and white timbs ,gold everything.
I rolled my eyes and walked towards the truck.
He opened the door and helped me in.
I watched as he ran around the truck and got in.
It was dead ass silent ass we pulled off.
Me-where you taking me?
Karee-somewhere quiet ..so we can talk.
30 mins later we pulled up under this beach but it had this beautiful waterfall .
I got ready to get out and he grabbed my arm.
Karee-im sorry for what i did..i miss you baby. ..i hate when you mad at me..
I ignored him and got out.
I opened the back door n grabbed my bag.
I didn't even notice him behind me.
Next thing i know im getting pushed back and he jumped in and closed n locked the doors.
Me-Jakaree what you doin?
He ignored me n started kissing on my neck. Now remind you im still high n a little drunk.
Me-Jakaree move.
He started sucking and biting my neck.
He was now hovering over me.
Me-owee...moveee.
He slid down my pants and started rubbing my girl.
Me-ohhh shittt jakaree stop .
He wouldn't listen.
Me-i said STOP.
I kicked him and watched him fall over.
Me-YOU ALWAYS THINK THAT SEX IS GOING TO FIX EVERYTHING! !IM NOT WITH THAT SHIT MY NIGGA.NO WAY IN HELL I WOULD EVER FUCKING PUT MY HANDS ON U BUT U PUSHING IT.
I grabbed my bag and started walking .i honestly didn't care what happened to me i just wanted to go hide under a rock. It was better when it was just me and my kids.now all this drama shit killing me.
I don't even care if i hurt him .im just annoyed like nigga you knocked the wind outta me and you ask to talk and i agree..then you try fucking me like thats gonna fix how i feel like nah.
I pulled out my phone and called the only person i could talk to right now. .
Phone covo:
????-Wassup .
Me-hey can you come meet me somewhere?
Cliff hanger
