Blinded By Love

Chapter 9

Chapter 9

"Mrs. Williams." I said nervously. Trying to calm myself down but I know that as soon as she'll bring back some memories, I'll break down easily.

Her deadly stares makes me want to go home and shut myself from everything.

"I didn't know you're living in London." She said coldly then turned her attention to Harry. "Do you pay her well? Are you paying her higher than my husband's offer? Does she still have those moves that can get any man in just a snap of a finger? Is she still good in be-"

"Mrs. Williams, please." I said, pleading her not to make a scene.

"What?! Isn't that your expertise?! I bet you're the best when it comes to that kind of activities! I was just asking this young lad if he pays you well." She said venomously pointing at Harry who looked so confused at the moment. "You young man. You should know who you are dealing with. I bet she didn't tell you why she left Texas. She's not as angelic as you think she is. She's just after a night of steamy sex and your money. That is how she lived!" Then she looked at me again. "Men will only like your body, not your love. They will never love a kind of woman like you. You don't deserve do be loved. And you don't deserve to have a happy life. You deserve to suffer forever, you home wrecker slut!" She shouted making all the customers turn their attention to us.

I saw Harry flinch .He tried to open his mouth to say something but he was still stunned from Mrs. William's outburst.

This is too much. I can't takes this anymore.

I turned my back at them and ran outside the restaurant. The tears that I tried to hold back, rolled violently down on my face. I can hear Harry calling out my name but I don't care anymore. I just want to run away, away from all those staring eyes. I was so embarrassed of myself. I feel so dirty. I thought everything was going great. I already forgot about my aunt's phone call hours ago. The dinner was perfect, Harry was perfect. Everything was getting perfect, but when Mrs, William showed up, everything just turned upside down. She ruined everything tonight.

May be she's right. I don't deserve to be love at all. I deserve to suffer. I thought to myself.

*****

I ran and ran until I set foot to an small park. I sat on an empty bench crying myself out, wanting to forget everything. I felt my phone vibrated inside my purse. I took it out and saw 18 missed calls and 6 text messages all from Harry.

21:05

Sammy, where are you? Why did you run away? How did you run that fast? Please call me when you get this. -H

21:18

I'm sorry I didn't defend you from that woman. I was really stunned. I don't know what she's talking about but I got some hint. Please call me back. -H

21:30

Where are you? I've been driving around the block near the restaurant. I can't find you. Please tell me you're ok. -H

22:24

I'm in front of your house. The lights are still off. Please just tell me where you are. I'm really worried. -H

22:43

Sammy please, tell me where you are and I'll come and get you. I am really sorry for what happened. Please, Sammy just one call or text saying that you're ok. It will set me at ease. -H

23:03

I'm not leaving your place until you tell me where you are. I'm so worried. I really care about you, Sammy. I want to protect you from everything. Please, just tell me where you are. I'll come and get you even if you're hundred blocks away from here. -H

After reading all his messages. I decided to go back home and face Harry. I'll put him at ease. I know he doesn't really care, he was just saying those sweet words to get in my pants, so I'm going to give him what he wants. I know after that he will never going to bother me anymore and that will be a relief for both of us.

*****

The taxi stops in front of my house. I payed the driver and got out of the car. I saw Harry running towards my direction and stopped in front of me and gave me a very tight embrace.

"Thank God you're here. I am so worried, Sammy. I almost called the police for help. Please don't do that again. Please don't run away from me. I can't take that feeling. It kills me, Sammy. It kills me knowing that you're out there by yourself without me protecting you. If something happen to you, I don't know if I can forgive myself." He said still hugging me.

"Bullshit!" I shouted and broke off from his embrace. I am getting furious right now. "Tell me the truth, Harry! I know you're not here to protect me! You are not my knight in shinning armor! Just cut the crap and tell me you want me in bed and I'll give it to you if that will make you stay away from me."

"No Sammy. I told you before that I will make you fall in love with me and I have no intentions of letting you go. I like you, Sammy. Believe me, I really do like you. Please give me a chance to prove it to you." He pleaded, looking directly in my eyes.

That's it. I took his hand and led him inside my house. I dragged him to the stairs, straight to my bedroom.

When we got inside my room, I forcefully sat him down on my bed and started to strip off all my clothes, from jacket to undies. After stripping off, I stood in front of Harry bare naked. I started to unbutton his shirt while looking at him without any emotions. He was just there standing and staring back at me. I was about to take off his pants when held my wrist stopping me from doing it.

"What are you doing?" He asked me looking pained and concerned.

"Why are you stopping me?! This is what you want, right?! To have sex with me. For me to pleasure you! And after that, what?! We'll live as if nothing happened! That is what all of you men wanted!" I shouted. Tears are started to form in my eyes. I can tell that he was totally shocked from what I did and said to him. He looked at me and I saw teardrops falling down his face.

Why is he crying?

He then took the duvet off my bed and covered it around my naked body. He hugged me very tight like he never wanted to let me go. I buried my face on his bare chest and he rested his chin on top of my head. I can feel the wetness of his tears on my hair. My tears are now streaming down on my face soaking his bare chest. He kissed the top of my head while caressing my back, soothing me to make me feel better.

*****

We stayed like that for a couple of minutes before we pulled away from each other.

"I'm sorry Harry. I'm really sorry. I just.. I don't know. I'm not really sure if I can open my heart to anybody. I've been through a lot of things before. And because of that, I don't know if I still deserve to love and to be loved." I said still crying.

"Sshh. Its ok, Sammy. I understand and I don't want to push you or anything. I just want you open up your heart and give me a chance to prove myself to you. That I am not just a guy who wanted sex. I'll prove to you that I really care about you despite of everything you've been through. I am willing to wait for you if I have to, Sammy. And I don't have any plans of letting you go." He murmured wiping my tears using his thumb. He kissed my forehead and I smiled a bit from his action, feeling the warmth of his lips on my skin.

When Harry broke off from kissing my forehead, he went to my closet and picked up some comfy clothes. He then dressed me in PJs and carried me to bed. He took the duvet that fell on the floor while dressing me a while ago, then covered my body with it. He softly kissed my temple and stood up looking at the door.

Before he could walk farther, I grabbed one of his hands and said, "Don't leave, Harry. Please, stay with me tonight."

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A/N:

It's 10 days before Christmas! What are your plans? Have you done Christmas shopping? Me, I haven't. Lol.

Hope you like this chapter. It's one of my favorite so far. X

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