Dear diary pt 2

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H POV:
"Dear diary,
I can't believe what happened last night?? how did I end up in her flat. I've Been trying to talk to her for a long time I love her giggles and laughs and the way she puts her hair behind her ear each time we talk.! Why was she so beautiful and why is she not mine?"
I keep questioning my self about her. How is she still single? Why hasn't anyone fallen for her yet? Why had god made a perfect human? But I don't deserve her i know I don't!!.
"I wonder if she likes me too but I highly doubt it. I'm not her 'type'. She won't want someone like me someone who's till writes his main problems and secrets in a 'diary', she'll want a bad boy who breaks rules!!"
" I LOVE HER! I really do and I wish I can explain this to her..HOW PLEASE GOD HELP ME!" I scream wishing my dreams come true.
" how did I end up in her flat yesterday. I keep reminiscing what made me land their on her door step. DRUNK. This 5 letter word is what equals me. I'm drunk 24/7 and when I am I made stupid mistakes and make the wrong decisions. I'm Happy she allowed me in and even let me stay the night. Well technically I fell asleep before she could turn around so she couldn't kick me out but I'm grateful for that and inbred this someone in my life."
This diary holds the key to everything and is the only thing I can trust.

"I remember waking up about 7am wide awake with a banging headache and in a unusual place to be. Sleeping in a living room which is not mine. I was confused yeh but their was this gram on the side as soon as you walk in and it was Y/N. was I dreaming or did I do something stupid. All I could se around me was cute small things, blankets, A million pillows and a glass of water. But I also thought To my self Why was I hugging a wet towel? What happened last night. I decided to make my self some breakfast to wake my self up a bit I'm sure Y/N wouldn't mind so I kept it simple and made some cereal instead and switched on the Tv. About an hour later I heard a creek sound and shot my head up to see Y/N standing so beautiful in short and top with and open night gown. I instantly got up and said sorry for invading her own space. She said it was fine and I could visit when I wanted too. What does she mean by that?? I said thank you for letting me in and stay and taking care of me when I was too 'drunk' to do it my self."
"I walked up to her, and held her face in my palms, she was so soft did delicate. I wanted to kiss her plump pink lips but instead I went to the side and kissed her cheek followed by a hug and left the premises."
That's when it begun again a dull life. Was hoping for her to say don't go but it was too late the door had shut for her flat and I had to make
My way home... alone without her"
This is life I thought to my self!💔

I WANT THEM TO BE TOGETHER YET 😂💞💔 DW GUYS JUSG HOLD YOUR HORSES 🐴💞
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Love you all loads
S💋

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