It's been 2 weeks this has been going on. You and Harry have been fighting for stupid sill reasons and couldn't stop.
It was finally time we're you thought this was enough and you had to go. Not to break up but just for maybe space and if things don't plan out how they should maybe it's a sign for going your separate ways.
You had walked out of the living room were Harry was on the floor taking deep breaths from this arguments and walked upstairs to pack some stuff.
Once your were zipping up your suitcase in walk in Harry with his hands on his head reminiscing on what just happened.
"Were are you going" Harry asked as you put on your shoes holding your bag.
"Harry..., it really can't do anything right now. I've had enough so I'm going. Im going to my mums for a while to get my head and life sorted really!" I said as tears stream down my eyes
I look over to Harry and see that he's hurt that I'm going. I hope to only go for a week max and come back.
"Your...leaving me ain't you. Your going so you don't have to see me again" he spoke in a delicate voice making me cry
"No im not going forever.. I'm going to give us Botha break for a while all we ever do in argue and I can't take this much anymore. Leaving you is it what I had in my head but if i come back and we still can't cope then maybe it's a sign for us not to be together!" I said grabbing his attention to what I am saying and nodded when he understood how I felt.
"Good bye Harry...!" I said placing my bag in the boot and looked back one more time at our flat.
This was it. I drove off and I know he is hurt. He's now all alone whey did I make such a stupid manoeuvre. I should have stayed but I need a break from fighting and harsh wordsMums house
"Here you go darling you need to drink" mum said as she handed me a glass of water.
"Mum what's going to happen now" I said looking at her as she strokes our 8 year old cat Lilly
"Sweetie, I know for a fact that Harry loves you too much to find someone new. Yeh we didn't like him in the beginning and he sure proved us wrong why we should love and and bam he stole our hearts to. Darling if he loves you enough he will either come and get you or leave you until your ready so he can apologise to you for hurting you...Darling go back to him a couple of days and watch how he will be so relieved seeing you.!" Your mum said grabbing your attention and making you think that this is real and needs to be sorted.4 days later
"Good bye mum.. and thank you for all your love and support" I said hugging my mum as I was making my way back home to see if Harry is what I really need. "Daring make sure to call me if everything goes ok.... love you sweetie" she replied as I took a seat in my car waving good bye to the most amazing mum in my world 🌎.
The car drive home felt like years but it was only 45 minutes away and I was dreading every movement it was making.
"Here we go" I said as I parked in my drive through grabbing my stuff whilst opening my front door.
I make my way to the living room. No one here. But the room is very tidy.
I made my way upstairs to put my suitcase up but yet no one was their and yet the room was too clean and beautiful.
I was getting a bit scared of this and made my way down stairs to the kitchen.
"Hello...Harry are you home..?" I speak hoping Harry was in the house. Making my way to the kitchen I find a sleeping harry on the sofa that was in our kitchen.
I walked straight in we're there was a bunch of red roses in a neat wrapper with a tiny card in the middle. I got a blanket from the cupboard and placed it on harry. I saw a bottle of vodka on the floor understanding that harry was drinking him self to death.
"To my beautiful, baby Y/N.. sorry for making you cry and hurt with all my words.. your the one I only want and I'm giving this to you to say sorry and I love you! Please Come back love you always Harry! Xx
I started to tear up looking down at the note then harry.
I then sat opposite him and stared... he looked different...it was like he hadn't eaten anything in a while. How can I ever leave this human when he's the most beautiful boy I've seen. I picked up the vodka and placed the cap on top putting it back into the cupboard.
It's been about 2hours since I came home and he was still asleep. He was making little crying noises like he was in pain. "I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.. I'm sorry!" He kept shouting in his dream until he scream "NOOO....Y/Nnn!!" And grabbed my attention as well as shooting up from his sleep. I walked straight in the kitchen looking at Harry.
"What happens is everything ok...?" I asked as I moved closer to Harry. All I could see was him
In tears as he stood up said my name and hugged me tighter than he ever could.
"I'm so sorry for hurting you.. these last 4days have been living hell for me and I realised i need you in my. Please don't go I'm sorry if it hurt you and I'm sorry for everything that's happened....it's all my fault I'm a bad human."he said as I moved from his hug and placed my hand over him mouth to stop him saying anymore nonsense.
"No harry it's not your fault...I'm sorry too...I walked out on you when you needed me the most. What human does that aye... don't worry Harry I'm not going anywhere iv missed you too much to go anywhere again.. I'm sorry for hurting you too.. I hate my self for leaving you like this.. sorry" I said as I moved my hand back and hugged him tight.
He moved his hands from my back and placed his finger on my chin so I could reach his mouth. This kiss what I have been missing. His moved closer and closer to me kissing longer and with more passion forgetting where we we're.
As we moved back harry asked if I could
Make Him some food as he hadn't eaten anything in a while and need some food in his stomach.
"Harry what dream did you just have a minute ago we're you just screamed" I ask as I was getting scared as he's been having them for a while.
"I was in the abandoned building alone and asleep and when I woke up I could hear screams.. and they...sounded like you.. of course I got Up to investigate. I kept walking and walking it felt like hours but I made my way to this room with a bit of light to... see you in a chair tied up...I went to rescue you but this guy he...he...he looked familiar in this dream...and he grabbed me back and put a gun underneath my neck before I could get to you. I tried to move but he was holding the gun so tight he was going to almost shoot me. I don't know what he wanted but he really wanted something. He asked who should die and who should live. Of curse we were swearing at each other but he kept the gun even tighter... please don't hurt us man she's pregnant. I had to make up an excuse I rode to let you free. He looked at me and smiled even more. That's when you started to speak. Nodding your head indicating to me that you actually Were. My voice was gone and my throat went dry....that's when he placed the gun off me and onto you and pulled the trigger shooting you...that's why I screamed I lost Not only you but the small bout to be baby in your stomach." At this point harry was crying and so were you.. you lived closer
To Harry and gave him a warm long hug to ensure him he is safe and Harry with you.
"Common let's make Food now" you said as Harry picked up the roses and placed it in a vase in the dining table.
Harry come from behind and hugged
You saying "maybe...one day.. we can actually try... you know for...a Baby..." as you turned around and kissed him on his lips and said "maybe...one day."Heeeey guys here's another one hope you like it make sure to vote and comment and make sure to inbox me for any personal preferences that you want
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