Hidden Secret

#Cafe

~[HOSEOK'S POV]~

Outside.

Daylight.

Together.

No hiding.

Isn't that what I want?

Yet,this is not how I want it to be.

Brothers.That word sound buzzing and deafening in my ears.

"Hyung," that's another one,another word that make my heart shrunk especially when it come from a certain guy with light blond hair.My grip on the steering wheel become too tight for my own liking.

Never in my life I learn a word,that's supposed to be warm turn to sound so murderous,so painful.

I hate this.What am I doing here,lying to myself?

Why am I destroying my chance to be with him?

Why am I destroying my own future of my dream?

Oh,I know why.

Because of the community.

For the company.

And cause I'm an idiot!

"..ung..Hoseok hyung!" A tug on my sleeve startle me and I turn around to the calling voice, my brother.

"Are we going down or not?" He quirk a brow,thumb pointing out of the window.

"Yeah," I breathe out,shaking my head lightly as if to get rid of all those disturbing thoughts.

Unravelling my seatbelt,I unlock the door and just as I stick one feet out,a hand latch onto my forearm,stopping me.

"Hoseok," his voice is so soft that I feel like punching him for dragging me back to those thoughts.

And the fact that he finally say my name again make me wanna explode.I miss that but this is wrong.I can't think of myself only,the company.I must think of the company and how many innocent life it hold.

"Its a hyung to you," I feel his grip on me tightens,along with my heart.

"H-Hyung," he call again,softer this time,forceful even, "You're okay?You've been spacing out for quiet sometimes.I'm worried,what's bothering you?"

You!

"I'm fine,just...stuffs.Come on,Seokjin hyung is waiting for us,"

He nod slowly,undid his seatbelt and 'crawl' out of the car.

No more hiding in public but still,the mask I had on was thicker.The lies are bigger.

A lie to myself.

There's a cafe of ours that we open near the end of the town,just two more hours car ride to reach the countryside.It was opened with the purpose of serving the average and honestly speaking,it wasn't the best or even the most successful projects that gained lot of attention.Still,the profits this cafe is making was stable and steady.Thus,we keep it,only that it doesn't receive much public attention like any other big buildings of BTS Corporation.

That's why we we're here today,why Taehyung is here.

"Taehyung !! " a familiar voice ring through the chilly morning air right after we step in, "oh my little puppy,I miss ya,"

Seokjin hyung pull the startled younger boy into a bone-crushing hug and squeeze his cheeks afterwards,muttering thousands of apologists causes he can't make it to the press conference,settling all that necessary in this cafe as a preparation before Taehyung was brought in.