I have to admit it, I do miss Sehun. I try my best to be joyful, to forget him, but I can't seem to manage to erase him from my life.
He just keeps coming back...
On my instagram I saw many comments of people being sad for me and my relationship with Sehun.
People that were trying to comfort me. I must say I was suprised to see all the support. I guess I'm not that good at hiding my feelings behind a fake smile.
Of course there is also the hate comments but I feel like they are decreasing.
My members try to cheerp me up daily and I know how grateful I should be to have them by my side.
But still I miss him.
I keep seing picture of him, in town when I got out he's on so many advertisements. It's almost impossible to avoid him. And I didn't delete the pictures of us on social media.
I just can't.
This time was too precious to just be erased. But I just want the pain in my heart to go away.
I look outside from the living room, rainy day again, in sync with my mood.
Jihoon pass in front of me, he seems very concentrated on his phone. He's been like this for a few days, I wonder why.
"Yah! Jihoon come here! Don't stay on your phone!" I complain.
He gives me a quick glance.
"I don't have the time, it's important, trust me you'll thank me later."
I pout a bit and sigh as I turn on the TV.
Jihoon POV
I look at Baekhyun's text
- I've talked with our manager and the plan should work, he agrees that the situation isn't possible anymore.
I sigh, I agree too, it's seriously time we do something for these two idiots.
But we have another problem.
I look back to the living room and I see Minsoo who goes to Eva and hugs her and cuddles with her on the couch.
Yep we need to do something about him. And I'm not the only one thinking it, all the members agree that something is wrong, if that is right, it's at least way to early.
But I don't think it's right. Minsoo loves her because she's different, but most of all he mixes his feelings of friendship and affection with love. He didn't know many girls so he's probabaly sure she's the love of his life when they'll be so many other girls perfect for him, but he's oblivious to the reality. He doesn't see that their relationship, like this, is more wrong than right.
If we want our plan to suceed he will need to understand it.
I'm not looking forward for this conversation....
A few days pass and the plan is almost settled, everyone knows about it except the two concerned and it should take place in two days. It's more than time that I talk to Minsoo about it.
Because we have a day off, he's reading a book on the couch, all the members went out to get some food and a bit of fresh air.
I sit next to him, still silent.
I see him put his book down.
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Idol Life: Why can't we? / Sehun fan fiction
FanfictionBeing a new idol is hard. Dating is forbidden. But what happens when a rookie from Bighit meets Sehun from Exo? European, white, a girl in a group full of boys, Eva has a rough start. But will she be able to fight her feelings for Sehun when they ob...