Obsessed - Shawn Mendes

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^^ he looks so stoopid right there lmao i luv him
Btw guys, where can I, online, get Shawn mendes' merch? I found one store called Shawnmendesofficial.com and it has shit on there that I want so badly, but I don't know if that like a scam website. Ughh kms rn

Really tired writing this so excuse the mistakes

Ur pov

I woke up, looking beside me. Kayden wasn't there, I rubbed my eyes continuously. I felt so comfy in bed, I wanted to sleep more too. I decided to get up to brush my teeth since my breath probably smelled. I went in the bathroom looking at the mirror, a note was placed right on the glass, in sharpie.. "oh my g- Kayden,"

Morning;)
I'll be back shortly.. with food

I don't think I've eaten properly the past week, I may have lost a bit weight. I was so hungry, for once I couldn't wait for Kayden to come back.

"How in the hell am I suppose to get this sharpie off?"

"Hey, I'm back with Wendy's," Kayden held the bag, shaking it a little. "Did you seriously just wake up? It's 11:30,"

I closed my eyes. "9:30 in cali, now what'd you get?" I excitedly looked in the bag.

"You look.. happy for once," Kayden smiled, i looked up at him.

"Well, I mean, it's food. I'm hungry, so yes I'm happy, thank you."

"Do you want to do something fun today?" Kayden danced a little bit. My mouth was full of food that I happen to shove in my mouth.

"Something out of the hotel?" I raised an eyebrow, interested in what he had to say back.

"Yeah, if you want. I'm gonna let you choose," he laid back onto the bed. I stood up and walked around, I opened the window to look outside, it was really nice out and hot out.

"Could we just go for a simple walk," I looked down seeing kids playing basketballl or riding their bikes around.

"Definitely babe,"

I snapped my head to him, giving him a cold glare. "Do not ever call me that," I raised my voice.

"Okay, princess." He winked. I shook my head and gave my attention back outside. "We should go for the walk now," he suggested. I nodded.

I got changed, and did everything to look pretty decent. "You don't need makeup, you know." Kayden tried wiping the makeup off. I stepped back.

"To feel good about myself, yes I do need makeup." I admired that he said that, though don't all boys say that to girls?

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We started our walk in a park near the hotel. It was sorta awkward, I never actually hanged out with him before. We passed by a lot of good looking boys, close to my age. And when one smiled at me, Kayden seen, his jaw tensed up and he looked down at me. He grabbed my hand right away, it felt-- nice to hold his hand? "Fuck right off," if I made out those words right, he said it in very way that revealed his jealousy.

"You're not my boyfriend," I recalled. His breathing was uneasy. "Are you really gonna get jealous over a guy smiling at me? It's suppose to be kind."

He clenched his jaw. "Whatever, you're mine," he mumbled. What can he not get? I'm not his. Through the whole walk, we didn't talk too much. I think he was still mad that the boy smiled at me. It was unbelievable how jealous he could get.

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When we got back it was already three, I sighed and turned on the hotels tv. Nothing good was even on, complete shit. Kayden started climbing on me, I was pinned to the bed. "You don't know how badly I want you," he whispered in my ear, his lips gently touched my ear.

"G-get off me,"

"I love you, you are mine and nobody else's." He continued to kiss me softly, he kissed my jaw line and made his way down to my neck, then stopped at my collarbones, he sucked on them. I shook my head.

"Kayden, stop!" I yelled at him and his innocent look in his eyes stared blankly at me.

"Some other time then princess," he got up, smirking at me. "You enjoyed it, didn't you?"

My heart was pounding, and my stomach churned. "No, I didn't," I lied.

"We're leaving, to get.. something," Skylar barged into the room. "You coming?" Kayden nodded, of course.

"Do I tag along?" I chipped in, asking. Skylar rolled his eyes, then looked at me. His big eyes, he looked awful. Just sick.

"Yes." Kayden said as he pulled me up, his hand was connected with mine. Just so I wouldn't run away.

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"I went an hour without it, Kayden, and I was in a bullshit mood." Skylar admitted to him, "you haven't been taking it for a while, why?"

"I have a girl to take care of, I can't keep doing that anymore,"

"For fuck sakes mate, I knew it, I knew that damn slut in the back was going to change you," Skylar banged his fists against Kaydens car.

"She's not a slut, I love her, and if that causes me to change.. well then-"

I can't be a damn slut if I never had sex before fuk you Skylar

"You see you're wasting your time with her! She hates you! Can't you understand that man?"

He stayed silent
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I didn't say anything, it was like Skylar was speaking for me. And I think finally Kayden realizes it.

"I don't care. She's mine, mine only, you're not changing my mind about her, not even thoughts about it." He advised, I was kinda upset. He really is wasting his time, trying to do what?

"Okay I'll go get the hero- stuff.. you guys can stay here, or whatever." Skylar got out of the car and slammed the car door shut. I winced at the noise.

"Baby girl-" he started.

"Stop calling me all these names,"

"I want you, whether you like it or not,"

"As I've heard
... do you mean you can take advantage of me?"

"In a way, yes. Next time, we will finish where we left off."

"We will not! I'm not ready to loose my virginity- especially to someone like you,"

"You'll want me soon enough, you'll beg for me every day, I'm done playing nice to you."

"You were playing nice, huh."

So it was all just an act of him being nice.

"Good to know," I said as slouched down in my seat. It was just a lie, he just wants my body for sex. I need to get out of here. I felt tears in my eyes sting, I tried to hide it so he wouldn't see.

"Y/n? please don't cry, what's wrong.."

A/n

Okay ahah 2/3 chapters done.